Jon Caryl - IDK Myself Lyrics

I don't like to look at myself much
'Cause I see every flaw and cover-up
And those who think they know me, well they don't
'Cause they don't know that I feel so alone
And maybe then they'd reach out
And make sure I am okay
And maybe then I could bear myself today
'Cause the weight's getting heavy on my shoulders
And the rest of my body's getting colder
They tell me you'll understand when you're older
But I'm getting older and you're getting older
We're all getting older, and I don't know myself
I lose my hope with every single day
But smile when I'm with you so you think I'm okay
'Cause I thought that you'd reach out
And make sure I'm okay
'Cause maybe then I could bear another day
'Cause the weight's getting heavy on my shoulders
And the rest of my body's getting colder
They tell me you'll understand when you're older
But I'm getting older and you're getting older
We're all getting older, and I don't know myself
And I don't know myself
And I don't know myself

I don't like to look at myself much
'Cause I see every flaw and cover-up
And those who think they know me, well they don't
'Cause they don't know that I feel so alone
And maybe then they'd reach out
And make sure I am okay
And maybe then I could bear myself today
'Cause the weight's getting heavy on my shoulders
And the rest of my body's getting colder
They tell me you'll understand when you're older
But I'm getting older and you're getting older
We're all getting older, and I don't know myself
I lose my hope with every single day
But smile when I'm with you so you think I'm okay
'Cause I thought that you'd reach out
And make sure I'm okay
'Cause maybe then I could bear another day
'Cause the weight's getting heavy on my shoulders
And the rest of my body's getting colder
They tell me you'll understand when you're older
But I'm getting older and you're getting older
We're all getting older, and I don't know myself
And I don't know myself
And I don't know myself