John Anthony - Villaination Lyrics

Ayo, it's been one hell of a couple years, emotions got me in tears
Still can't believe that I'm fightin' through my career
My life has been so unclear, opportunities come and they disappear
But I feel like I gotta grab what is there
But I ain't sittin' here and tryna reminisce in my past
'Cause when I thought I was grounded, you picked me up from ass
That support that you gave me, even when I thought it was cap
Gave me confidence to keep on writin' and droppin' these tracks
And I won't lie about it, I don't got shit ton of fans
And to be honest with you, not that many like who I am
I got supporters but usually they just people I know
I'm grateful for them but their only here to watch as I grow
And I know I'm not famous but I love to see your anticipation
That feelin' that people can't wait to hear your album playing
The day that it drops, patiently waitin' to hear the Villain
I be gettin' goosebumps every time I think about that feelin', it's crazy
'Cause all I ever wanted was your admiration
You took everything that I gave and happily embraced it
Even at my lowest stage, the doubt I was faced with
You always had me in amazement
Just a kid tryna make a name through this path that I'm in
Walkin' on this road, never know if there's really an end
Until I breathe my final breath, to all my fans
This song is for you, thank you for everything that you did, c'mon

Lemme take it back just a bit
I remember back when Hell On Earth dropped and that was the shit
People I didn't know would hear it and tell me it's practically lit
Yo, you hear that white boy from Dallas, he can actually spit
That's why I'm after this shit, I had no confidence in my music
But once you heard my freestyle, you had me into it, that how I knew it's
Something I had to keep on pushin' hard for
'Cause every album I drop, you ready for an encore
I love it 'cause you want more, it says how much care
Though I always felt secluded, I knew you was always there
My few but passionate fans, you all that I ever need
To ensure this fuel in my tank is never dropping to E
That's how this shit's gonna be, forever part of my crew
No matter what's comin' next, you stayin' part of it too
I wouldn't be me without you, Villain wouldn't exist
To my doubters, I need you too, keep hatin' me, I insist
It's helpin' me write these rhymes and take away all this stress
Relievin' the anger and weight that is layin' on my chest
I guess I thank 'em too, if they gettin' pissed
Can't be mad about it 'cause my fans be lovin' this shit
So I'm glad that you fuckin' with me and trust me, it's not the end
We ridin' this shit together, there's nothin' better than this
'Til I breathe my final breath, to all my fans
This song is for you, thank you for everything that you did, c'mon

Through everyday of my life
I gave you everything to show you who I really am like
Through my ups and downs, you've always taken this ride
And it means everything to me for you to give me this try
All the pain, all the love, all the anger I showed
This is all who I am with this story I told
I just hope you can understand the life I'm in
This a thank you for every single thing you did

I ain't lyin' to you, every album that I have made
I wanted it to be perfect the second that it was played
Your opinion matters a lot, without I'm fuckin' clueless
I'm a rapper with many doubts but with you I feel included, I'm happy
No matter how long you've been ridin' with me
Whether you from the start or you catchin' on to me quickly
It honestly means the world that you still ridin' this long
It means a lot to me that you are listenin' to this song
It's been a long, givin' ride
And I can't thank you enough for standin' right by side
For givin' me this try, a taste to know what it's like
To be appreciated the second I pick up this mic 'cause
You the motivation I need
The strength to go build up when I'm fallin' down to my knees
'Til I breathe my final breath, to all my fans
This song is for you, thank you for everything that you did

Yeah
A thank you for everything
A thank you for everything, you the greatest
Ah, nah, you the best
I said you the greatest
Ah, nah, you the best

Yeah
Ayo, I just wanna sincerely take this time out
To thank each and every one of you
From the bottom of my heart
I can't express how much this mean
You guys mean a lot to me, thank you for support
Whether you new or not
You the reason why I do this shit
So from the bottom of my fuckin' heart, I thank you
As long as you fuckin' with me though
We'll go anywhere
Villaination
Stand the fuck up
This is John Anthony
Aka, the mother fuckin' Villain
Sayin' so long
Sincerely yours