John Anthony - Beautiful Lyrics

Yeah
It's been an up and down roller coaster, I guess it's finally over
Who would'a known that I was holdin' a chip on my shoulder
The size of a boulder but I know I couldn't brush it off
Had to just carry this weight 'til it would crush my lung
And I couldn't breathe, pressure applying to my chest
There was no option to power through if there's nothing left
Isolated, I needed space so I would just forget
How I hated myself 'cause I felt I was not like the rest
It's like your brain is going numb
You take a baby step and you like, yeah that's enough
Was too afraid to open up, if I gave it my love
Worried I'd fall for the trap and take a knife to the gut
And though I seem to be happy
When them curtains close, them dark clouds follow me sadly
And that's when I can get a little snappy
So how can I love it and at the same time hate it so badly, if I can
Sit here and tell you that it only gets better then I be lying
'Cause honestly I don't know whether it's gonna change
If effort is all you gave then never just let the pain take you, and be proud to say
These scars are beautiful
These scars are beautiful
Through every single day I've try to escape that pain
But I think I can finally say that they are so beautiful
It's like the world is on my shoulders and I can't even stand
Yet the world really doesn't know who I am
I feel like I'm just secluded and nobody seems to understand
But for those who do, I'm lendin' you my hand
It's like you be stuck into some places that you feeling unsafe with
If embarrassed, you will punish yourself outta frustration
Like fuck facing reality, you livin' in hell
I'll have a full on meaning conversation all with myself 'cause I just
Know there ain't no one that can truly understand it but me
And we ain't asking for nobody's sympathy
I flipped the M over so notice that I'm saying we
'Cause personally I know people who suffer every week and me
If I can use my music and just help you grow
Try to give you something in hopes that you know your not alone
And make you understand, even though you on your own
I ain't big time yet, so anytime grab your phone and just hit me up
There's seven billion people up on this earth
And not one of their lives should comes first
These marks are like tats so remember your worth
And if you don't then come back to this verse because your
Scars are beautiful
These scars are beautiful
Through every single day I've try to escape that pain
But I think I can finally say that they are so beautiful
Through every day I've spent, try'na lie to myself
Thinking I'm at the end, there ain't nothing that helps
I'm'a do it for me and nobody else, not gonna say my farewells
All the heart I gave to this life I chose
Through the pain I hide, didn't want you to know
This is who I am, no matter what comes
I ain't gon' hide from anyone
'Cause them
Scars are beautiful
These scars are beautiful
Through every single day I've try to escape that pain
But I think I can finally say that they are so beautiful
These scars are beautiful
These scars are beautiful
Through every single day I've try to escape that pain
But I think I can finally say that they are so beautiful
These scars are beautiful
These scars are beautiful
Through every single day I've try to escape that pain
But I think I can finally say that they are so beautiful

Yeah
It's been an up and down roller coaster, I guess it's finally over
Who would'a known that I was holdin' a chip on my shoulder
The size of a boulder but I know I couldn't brush it off
Had to just carry this weight 'til it would crush my lung
And I couldn't breathe, pressure applying to my chest
There was no option to power through if there's nothing left
Isolated, I needed space so I would just forget
How I hated myself 'cause I felt I was not like the rest
It's like your brain is going numb
You take a baby step and you like, yeah that's enough
Was too afraid to open up, if I gave it my love
Worried I'd fall for the trap and take a knife to the gut
And though I seem to be happy
When them curtains close, them dark clouds follow me sadly
And that's when I can get a little snappy
So how can I love it and at the same time hate it so badly, if I can
Sit here and tell you that it only gets better then I be lying
'Cause honestly I don't know whether it's gonna change
If effort is all you gave then never just let the pain take you, and be proud to say
These scars are beautiful
These scars are beautiful
Through every single day I've try to escape that pain
But I think I can finally say that they are so beautiful
It's like the world is on my shoulders and I can't even stand
Yet the world really doesn't know who I am
I feel like I'm just secluded and nobody seems to understand
But for those who do, I'm lendin' you my hand
It's like you be stuck into some places that you feeling unsafe with
If embarrassed, you will punish yourself outta frustration
Like fuck facing reality, you livin' in hell
I'll have a full on meaning conversation all with myself 'cause I just
Know there ain't no one that can truly understand it but me
And we ain't asking for nobody's sympathy
I flipped the M over so notice that I'm saying we
'Cause personally I know people who suffer every week and me
If I can use my music and just help you grow
Try to give you something in hopes that you know your not alone
And make you understand, even though you on your own
I ain't big time yet, so anytime grab your phone and just hit me up
There's seven billion people up on this earth
And not one of their lives should comes first
These marks are like tats so remember your worth
And if you don't then come back to this verse because your
Scars are beautiful
These scars are beautiful
Through every single day I've try to escape that pain
But I think I can finally say that they are so beautiful
Through every day I've spent, try'na lie to myself
Thinking I'm at the end, there ain't nothing that helps
I'm'a do it for me and nobody else, not gonna say my farewells
All the heart I gave to this life I chose
Through the pain I hide, didn't want you to know
This is who I am, no matter what comes
I ain't gon' hide from anyone
'Cause them
Scars are beautiful
These scars are beautiful
Through every single day I've try to escape that pain
But I think I can finally say that they are so beautiful
These scars are beautiful
These scars are beautiful
Through every single day I've try to escape that pain
But I think I can finally say that they are so beautiful
These scars are beautiful
These scars are beautiful
Through every single day I've try to escape that pain
But I think I can finally say that they are so beautiful