JESSIA - Be Here Now Lyrics

I don't know if I am happy with anything anymore
I'm not complaining I'm just a bit unsure about
Who I am where I stand, when does my part fit in
Seems like everybody's falling in love with their path
And I'm hesitating and building my tracks
If somebody else tells me just to relax

I wish it was that easy to shut it all off
I wish it was that simple to know I'm enough
I wish I could pretend that I'm doing it
And I'm not wrapped up and I'm losing it
When I'm out with my friends I'm not really though
I'm just waiting for my dreams to call up my phone
I can't keep this up I'm original
And it's killing me more than you know

I just want to be here now, mmhm
'Cause I know that I can be here now, mmhm

Maybe I should be more open about it but don't get me started
'Cause once in my head it's kind of a mess
I'm trying to clean
Don't know what I should keep

I wish it was that easy to shut it all off
I wish it was that simple to know I'm enough
I wish I could pretend that I'm doing it
And I'm not wrapped up and I'm losing it
When I'm out with my friends I'm not really though
I'm just waiting for my dreams to call up my phone
I can't keep this up I'm original
And it's killing me more than you know

I just want to be here now, mmhm
'Cause I know that I can be here now, mmhm

I don't want to be fake
Unoriginal
Trying to keep up with all these decisions now
I just wanna be here now, be here now, I just wanna be here now
And I wanna stay for a minute now
'Cause I just want 60 seconds for myself
I just wanna be here now be, here now, I just wanna be here now