Jeremiahbgv - Tired Lyrics

I'm standing in the rain
I think I'm starting
To get used to pain
And everybody's
Always been so different
I'm just trying to
Keep my mind straight
I'm just trying to
Be miles away
New dimension I'll fly away
I'm in my bag
If you hate me for it my bad
I invest my time
Because I know it won't last

I'll stay true to myself i'll say it how I feel it
When I put in work for myself
It feels like a privilege
If I don't work for myself
I work for my children
Usually when I get tired
I'm not tired of the living
Right now I'm tired of it
I can't vibe with it
You lied and feel no consequence
Got no time for this
You had to kill my vibe
I made the decision
I could put it all aside
Smiles on my face
But I feel the pain inside
Kill my vibe again
You had to kill my vibe again
I caught you switching sides again
You lied and feel no consequence
You kill me with your confidence
I tried for you in my defense
I'm tired of all the nonsense
I'll pop it all like a vitamin

Thoughts in my head
Thoughts in my head
Head
Head
Head
They told me I'm better off dead
I'm covered in blood
I look better in red
My life don't make no sense
So I chase those dollars
I chase them checks
I'm just trying to feel success
Why do I feel this emptiness
Back on my feet
You know I gotta move
I got decisions
That I have to choose
I've got things to do
But how do I work hard
When I have no motive to
Yeah I been through hell
But I'll go back
If I could find my wealth
Trying to reach a peace of mind
It's on the top shelf

I'll stay true to myself i'll say it how I feel it
When I put in work for myself
It feels like a privilege
If I don't work for myself
I work for my children
Usually when I get tired
I'm not tired of the living
Right now I'm tired of it
I can't vibe with it
You lied and feel no consequence
Got no time for this
You had to kill my vibe
I made the decision
I could put it all aside
Smiles on my face
But I feel the pain inside
Kill my vibe again
You had to kill my vibe again
I caught you switching sides again
You lied and feel no consequence
You kill me with your confidence
I tried for you in my defense
I'm tired of all the nonsense
I'll pop it all like a vitamin

I can't feel a thing
I can't feel a thing
Feel a thing