JayWhit, Angel - Beautiful Nightmare Lyrics

This is what I was afraid of
It took a turn for the worst from what I thought it be
And just so that we are clear
Ain't no coming back no
You made your final choice
You put on quite a show
Won't come back no more
I'm heading for the door
This is the final score
I'm not with it no more
This ain't what I thought it would be
You and me we're history
Nothing to restore
So now the days of me and you were just a silly dream
When in reality you were a drug that wasn't good for me
To be honest I done heard this before
And baby I deserve more
I took on way more that I could bare
Is this a fantasy
Or a beautiful nightmare
Hope in my heart
Maybe or maybe not
He's the one for me
So I think
Over and over
I'm tossing and turning
Overwhelming emotions
Lord come save me from myself
I feel wide open
I feel like I'm falling
Would you be there I'm calling
Maybe I should just hang up the phone
I'm trusting in you to lead me and guide me through
Spent so much thinking about everyone but you
I made up my mind
I'm taking back my time
God's plans for me are fine
I'm living my life
Freedom is my choice
It's what I'm reaching for
Won't come back to you
I count it all joy
So now the days of me and you were just a silly dream
When in reality you were a drug that wasn't good for me
To be honest I done heard this before
And baby I deserve more
I took on way more that I could bare
Is this a fantasy
Or a beautiful nightmare
To be honest I done heard this before
And baby I deserve more
I took on way more that I could bare
Is this a fantasy
Or a beautiful nightmare

This is what I was afraid of
It took a turn for the worst from what I thought it be
And just so that we are clear
Ain't no coming back no
You made your final choice
You put on quite a show
Won't come back no more
I'm heading for the door
This is the final score
I'm not with it no more
This ain't what I thought it would be
You and me we're history
Nothing to restore
So now the days of me and you were just a silly dream
When in reality you were a drug that wasn't good for me
To be honest I done heard this before
And baby I deserve more
I took on way more that I could bare
Is this a fantasy
Or a beautiful nightmare
Hope in my heart
Maybe or maybe not
He's the one for me
So I think
Over and over
I'm tossing and turning
Overwhelming emotions
Lord come save me from myself
I feel wide open
I feel like I'm falling
Would you be there I'm calling
Maybe I should just hang up the phone
I'm trusting in you to lead me and guide me through
Spent so much thinking about everyone but you
I made up my mind
I'm taking back my time
God's plans for me are fine
I'm living my life
Freedom is my choice
It's what I'm reaching for
Won't come back to you
I count it all joy
So now the days of me and you were just a silly dream
When in reality you were a drug that wasn't good for me
To be honest I done heard this before
And baby I deserve more
I took on way more that I could bare
Is this a fantasy
Or a beautiful nightmare
To be honest I done heard this before
And baby I deserve more
I took on way more that I could bare
Is this a fantasy
Or a beautiful nightmare