Jay Midas, ZXZ Ghost - A Midwest Love Song Lyrics

3K bands and I still feel worthless
I tried, but can't divorce from the hurt, bitch, I'm cursed, bitch
Ignore friends, they all make me nervous, deserted
I sabotage all my shit on purpose, deserve this
And I'm flickin' through the pictures, still prayin', want to believe that
You will come tell me that everything will be alright
Wakin' up that mornin', still wishin' it could be all night
I think I just missed summer, I'm steppin' out in the cold nights
Whoa, whoa, whoa
Head in my hands, lookin' up and it's December now
Oh, oh, oh
Weeks at a time, stay inside, feels like I never go out
And I know I'll never see you again
Blink and then I lose one more friend, nothin' left
Slam the door, I lock and pretend
Everything's okay, never send, never ends
Permanently feels like I'm fevered
And the ride is like pullin' teeth, yeah
Pray to God, but feel like heathen
Hangin' on, I need one more reason for keepin' on goin'
The second time we were sat in your back porch
Watching the rain
Watching the sky
You went on about the world being beautiful
And how that made you emotional
I couldn't help, but think it was beautiful
To see someone so passionate about life
We couldn't see the stars but you said, you could feel them
I couldn't feel the stars but I felt something
Whoa, whoa, whoa, head looking up, December's already over now
Whoa, whoa, whoa, we set a time, stay inside like we always go–
I'm tryna call you again, but you ain't picking up the phone
The only sound I hear, on repeat, is of the voicemail tone
Making plans in my head, right before I go to bed
Overthinking about a girl, who wasn't meant for me
It's a matter of writing a love song
Thinking about all the times I went wrong
Vulnerable again, please don't ever lead me on
Thinking about of where I belong
And all the days are now
Me drowning in my sorrows
But I don't wanna drown
And god I know that
She'll be gone by tomorrow
Because I can't hang on
But I'm still outside, just staring at the sky
From the day we started I knew the end was nigh
And I said, "you were the one but I was wrong from the start"

3K bands and I still feel worthless
I tried, but can't divorce from the hurt, bitch, I'm cursed, bitch
Ignore friends, they all make me nervous, deserted
I sabotage all my shit on purpose, deserve this
And I'm flickin' through the pictures, still prayin', want to believe that
You will come tell me that everything will be alright
Wakin' up that mornin', still wishin' it could be all night
I think I just missed summer, I'm steppin' out in the cold nights
Whoa, whoa, whoa
Head in my hands, lookin' up and it's December now
Oh, oh, oh
Weeks at a time, stay inside, feels like I never go out
And I know I'll never see you again
Blink and then I lose one more friend, nothin' left
Slam the door, I lock and pretend
Everything's okay, never send, never ends
Permanently feels like I'm fevered
And the ride is like pullin' teeth, yeah
Pray to God, but feel like heathen
Hangin' on, I need one more reason for keepin' on goin'
The second time we were sat in your back porch
Watching the rain
Watching the sky
You went on about the world being beautiful
And how that made you emotional
I couldn't help, but think it was beautiful
To see someone so passionate about life
We couldn't see the stars but you said, you could feel them
I couldn't feel the stars but I felt something
Whoa, whoa, whoa, head looking up, December's already over now
Whoa, whoa, whoa, we set a time, stay inside like we always go–
I'm tryna call you again, but you ain't picking up the phone
The only sound I hear, on repeat, is of the voicemail tone
Making plans in my head, right before I go to bed
Overthinking about a girl, who wasn't meant for me
It's a matter of writing a love song
Thinking about all the times I went wrong
Vulnerable again, please don't ever lead me on
Thinking about of where I belong
And all the days are now
Me drowning in my sorrows
But I don't wanna drown
And god I know that
She'll be gone by tomorrow
Because I can't hang on
But I'm still outside, just staring at the sky
From the day we started I knew the end was nigh
And I said, "you were the one but I was wrong from the start"