Jay Midas - Elliot Lyrics

And I'm sorry I was such a huge bitch to you, you don't deserve it
It's OK, you know, it's OK
And also, um, I think I'm in love with you
Do you mean as friends?
No, I mean for-real, 'cause you're like the coolest person I've ever met
And you don't even have to try, you know?
I try really hard actually
Do you remember back in high school?
Forced down, pushed around and now it's my rules
Do you remember in the sunsets?
Lay down, play that sound and do nothin'
I feel like everybody's out doin' somethin'
But that's fine, I'll stay home and do nothin'
A feelin' that is both great and crushin'
Close my heart and make sure they don't touch it
Do you remember back in college?
Sat there, somewhere near the back ledge
Do you remember back when I said,
"Memories are the only thing that permanent"?
Fast track another year, nothin' has changed
Another day, another sorrow, it's the same thing
Wanna leave all this city in my mirror wings
Ask myself, would you even recognise me?
Bounce back to the smile, but it's not me
Anxiety and depression comes and sweeps me
Off my feet, now I'm stuck with my OCD
Living my best life, what does that mean?
Spend more time at work than home
Runaway, I feel alone
It all seeps through, erodes my bones
Can you hear it through my tone?
Watch my chest, the crush and break
Left or right, decide my fate
No such thing as a clean slate
Watch me break, now watch me break

And I'm sorry I was such a huge bitch to you, you don't deserve it
It's OK, you know, it's OK
And also, um, I think I'm in love with you
Do you mean as friends?
No, I mean for-real, 'cause you're like the coolest person I've ever met
And you don't even have to try, you know?
I try really hard actually
Do you remember back in high school?
Forced down, pushed around and now it's my rules
Do you remember in the sunsets?
Lay down, play that sound and do nothin'
I feel like everybody's out doin' somethin'
But that's fine, I'll stay home and do nothin'
A feelin' that is both great and crushin'
Close my heart and make sure they don't touch it
Do you remember back in college?
Sat there, somewhere near the back ledge
Do you remember back when I said,
"Memories are the only thing that permanent"?
Fast track another year, nothin' has changed
Another day, another sorrow, it's the same thing
Wanna leave all this city in my mirror wings
Ask myself, would you even recognise me?
Bounce back to the smile, but it's not me
Anxiety and depression comes and sweeps me
Off my feet, now I'm stuck with my OCD
Living my best life, what does that mean?
Spend more time at work than home
Runaway, I feel alone
It all seeps through, erodes my bones
Can you hear it through my tone?
Watch my chest, the crush and break
Left or right, decide my fate
No such thing as a clean slate
Watch me break, now watch me break