Jay Midas - 11:11 Lyrics

I think back to the past, when
My heart connected with my brain
Now I know times are getting harder
But I can't, ayy, ayy, ayy

I think back to the past, when
My heart connected with my brain
Now I know times are getting harder
But I can't go on any further
Now I think I'm finally losin' my luck
Hands clasped to the sky, on my knees, help me up
No drinks, stay light for the night, thinkin' some
Can't see any light in my eyes, keep 'em shut

Pull up in a Benz Truck
That's the way I want it
Soul gets lost
In the mist of a 'not yet'
I don't know the time now
Run it back and lie down
If you know me well, well you know
That I'm up and down

Slam the door shut
I don't wanna feel it
No amount of money
Buys away the feelin'
Wanna give up
I don't wanna try
Just wanna live the dream
I don't wanna die

I think back to the past, when
My heart connected with my brain
Now I know times are getting harder
But I can't go on any further
Now I think I'm finally losin' my luck
Hands clasped to the sky, on my knees, help me up
No drinks, stay light for the night, thinkin' some
Can't see any light in my eyes, keep 'em shut

I don't wanna say, "I should've" when I could've
I don't wanna say, "I would've" when I should've
It all takes a part of me
That I don't have inside
Fightin' for the time
I just put my guard down
Lightin' up the night
I don't wanna fall down
Cannot hear
The silence it deafens my ears
Always fear, forward
Don't wanna move, keep it here

Slam the door shut
I don't wanna know it
No amount of nothin'
Could ever show it
Wanna give up
I don't wanna try
I don't wanna die
I wanna be alright

I can't change up my demeanour
Can you feel it?
Pull the reel in
Actin' 16
What's the difference?
It's no different