Jay Makeinit - Add Up Lyrics

Rush to leave making me feel like everyone enemies
So I just keep on taking pills and letting go
I just need help cause I just feel like I'm not breathing
Never show how I feel
Put that gun down cause that death gon be for real
Can't take all this pain when I'm looking through that mirror
I've gotta right all my wrongs cause these bad terms what I fear
Cause I been fighting with you daily on this phone
Arguing about shit that don't make sense
You the type to tell me that I'm wrong
Even though I really know what's next
You the type to use me for your own
So I can never let you benefit
You can ask Hooper where I be at
I be in that shark swerving with Ant
I just wanna stop feeling give me the codeine so I can pour up
I'm on cloud 9 dreaming
I thought I could handle the pain shoulda known not to judge
How could you not see it
Cause some of this shit will never add up to me
I put in the effort and time for us
So how was you in such a rush to leave
I know we not far from it now
living my life on the edge cause I just can't get enough
I know my momma is happy cause I put my heart into some
I remember all the days she would cry cause I fucked up the trust
Now I gotta make it up to her
Buy her a Bentley truck cause she like the way it look
With all of the furniture
Expensive luggage when we flying overseas
Just to get her some exotic fur
She used to tell me don't you dare fall from them tricks
Jay you gotta learn cause women still crave the attention of niggas when you put them first
I just wanna stop feeling give me the codeine so I can pour up
I'm on cloud 9 dreaming
I thought I could handle the pain shoulda known not to judge
How could you not see it
Cause some of this shit will never add up to me
I put in the effort and time for us
So how was you in such a rush to leave
And it's alright if that's how you feel
You can try to text me save it cause I don't need it
Irritated to the max so I start saying shit and I won't mean it
no no no
I got my emotions locked up inside a vault on my hard drive
Feelings in my stomach got me feeling anxious
I cant' even eat my food right
Take another hit from the raw
Roll a backwood just to get my mind fried
Woulda never linked up at the parking spot
If I knew you'd waste my time
I just wanna stop feeling give me the codeine so I can pour up
I'm on cloud 9 dreaming
I thought I could handle the pain shoulda known not to judge
How could you not see it
Cause some of this shit will never add up to me
I put in the effort and time for us
So how was you in such a rush to leave
Rush to leave making me feel like everyone enemies
So I just keep on taking pills and letting go
I just need help cause I just feel like I'm not breathing

Rush to leave making me feel like everyone enemies
So I just keep on taking pills and letting go
I just need help cause I just feel like I'm not breathing
Never show how I feel
Put that gun down cause that death gon be for real
Can't take all this pain when I'm looking through that mirror
I've gotta right all my wrongs cause these bad terms what I fear
Cause I been fighting with you daily on this phone
Arguing about shit that don't make sense
You the type to tell me that I'm wrong
Even though I really know what's next
You the type to use me for your own
So I can never let you benefit
You can ask Hooper where I be at
I be in that shark swerving with Ant
I just wanna stop feeling give me the codeine so I can pour up
I'm on cloud 9 dreaming
I thought I could handle the pain shoulda known not to judge
How could you not see it
Cause some of this shit will never add up to me
I put in the effort and time for us
So how was you in such a rush to leave
I know we not far from it now
living my life on the edge cause I just can't get enough
I know my momma is happy cause I put my heart into some
I remember all the days she would cry cause I fucked up the trust
Now I gotta make it up to her
Buy her a Bentley truck cause she like the way it look
With all of the furniture
Expensive luggage when we flying overseas
Just to get her some exotic fur
She used to tell me don't you dare fall from them tricks
Jay you gotta learn cause women still crave the attention of niggas when you put them first
I just wanna stop feeling give me the codeine so I can pour up
I'm on cloud 9 dreaming
I thought I could handle the pain shoulda known not to judge
How could you not see it
Cause some of this shit will never add up to me
I put in the effort and time for us
So how was you in such a rush to leave
And it's alright if that's how you feel
You can try to text me save it cause I don't need it
Irritated to the max so I start saying shit and I won't mean it
no no no
I got my emotions locked up inside a vault on my hard drive
Feelings in my stomach got me feeling anxious
I cant' even eat my food right
Take another hit from the raw
Roll a backwood just to get my mind fried
Woulda never linked up at the parking spot
If I knew you'd waste my time
I just wanna stop feeling give me the codeine so I can pour up
I'm on cloud 9 dreaming
I thought I could handle the pain shoulda known not to judge
How could you not see it
Cause some of this shit will never add up to me
I put in the effort and time for us
So how was you in such a rush to leave
Rush to leave making me feel like everyone enemies
So I just keep on taking pills and letting go
I just need help cause I just feel like I'm not breathing