Jaxx Nxne - OCEAN RIDER Lyrics

It gets harder to say it's easy for me
To see the decimation of love and it's getting gory
In her eyes I can see that she'll tell a different story
On why she can't participate in the fame and glory
Oh she was sitting on the bed when I made the rhymes
I thought to force myself to leave I took some Vader time
I usually always take the blame so I'll just save a line
And say in search of the alpha I made the beta mine
I'm just intertwined in a maze of emotions
The notion of leaving her by her lonely a poison potion
I smoked it
Is the sheer lack of oxygen or her hands why I'm choking
Didn't see her as a villain till the connotation was spoken
High up on a cloud that's where we sail
Call me ocean rider the motorcycles to rebel
They say I need god or a sermon I'm ringing the bell
Ready for eternal slumber they told me to sleep well
Told her block the boy we communicated through email
Can't you see that it's complicated
It's hard to hold a heart in my hand
My hand
My hand
It's easier for me to be hated
Than loved for the person I am
I am
I am
It's not easy well could you write it for me
Maybe then I could have a brighter story I
Don't wanna be the person that's ever worried I
Live for the moment it put me in a hurry uh
I see the color flashing it's from the collar
Why does it feel like losing if I just call her
The ocean is getting thicker the tide is taller
I just need god to help me walk on the water
Uh uh it's either you fly alone or you be down
Lately it seems inherent that we just gone yell and be loud
How could I work for better
Our problems you turned a blind eye
Petty stages aging like milk while you thinking fine wine
Knife was lifted
Bloody and dripping
You put a fine line
Between the loving man and the villain I always tried to hide
Withholding information's equivalent to a blatant lie
The way you hide your heart makes me feel like you've never known mine
I'm sick of tryna find me a diamond inside a coal mine
So I'll just hang myself with the rope I got from our soul tie
Can't you see that it's complicated
It's hard to hold a heart in my hand
My hand
My hand
It's easier for me to be hated
Than loved for the person I am
I am
I am
Can't you see that it's complicated
It's hard to hold a heart in my hand
My hand
My hand
It's easier for me to be hated
Than loved for the person I am
I am
I am

It gets harder to say it's easy for me
To see the decimation of love and it's getting gory
In her eyes I can see that she'll tell a different story
On why she can't participate in the fame and glory
Oh she was sitting on the bed when I made the rhymes
I thought to force myself to leave I took some Vader time
I usually always take the blame so I'll just save a line
And say in search of the alpha I made the beta mine
I'm just intertwined in a maze of emotions
The notion of leaving her by her lonely a poison potion
I smoked it
Is the sheer lack of oxygen or her hands why I'm choking
Didn't see her as a villain till the connotation was spoken
High up on a cloud that's where we sail
Call me ocean rider the motorcycles to rebel
They say I need god or a sermon I'm ringing the bell
Ready for eternal slumber they told me to sleep well
Told her block the boy we communicated through email
Can't you see that it's complicated
It's hard to hold a heart in my hand
My hand
My hand
It's easier for me to be hated
Than loved for the person I am
I am
I am
It's not easy well could you write it for me
Maybe then I could have a brighter story I
Don't wanna be the person that's ever worried I
Live for the moment it put me in a hurry uh
I see the color flashing it's from the collar
Why does it feel like losing if I just call her
The ocean is getting thicker the tide is taller
I just need god to help me walk on the water
Uh uh it's either you fly alone or you be down
Lately it seems inherent that we just gone yell and be loud
How could I work for better
Our problems you turned a blind eye
Petty stages aging like milk while you thinking fine wine
Knife was lifted
Bloody and dripping
You put a fine line
Between the loving man and the villain I always tried to hide
Withholding information's equivalent to a blatant lie
The way you hide your heart makes me feel like you've never known mine
I'm sick of tryna find me a diamond inside a coal mine
So I'll just hang myself with the rope I got from our soul tie
Can't you see that it's complicated
It's hard to hold a heart in my hand
My hand
My hand
It's easier for me to be hated
Than loved for the person I am
I am
I am
Can't you see that it's complicated
It's hard to hold a heart in my hand
My hand
My hand
It's easier for me to be hated
Than loved for the person I am
I am
I am