Javion Bishop - Pieces Lyrics

I'm exhausted
Giving pieces of myself to everything
Till I have nothing left to offer
A Suicidal Martyr, & all I do is preach on deaf ears
Hear me please, even if you don't believe
I been, reciting scriptures for 7 albums and still ain't prayed
Kicking up rugs to reveal the dust and I'm losing faith
Debate existence, eternal life or a prison sentence
A piece feel like there is, a piece know that there isn't
Let down my pride and my defense and that's still not enough
Treat me like a toy of yours, manipulative my love
Peeling paint, I'm missing pieces cause you playing rough
The Understanding, why it take so long to open up
You know, The deepest cuts are never self inflicted
Could've killed me, never leave me, it was you that was needing
You was music you was loving you was family you was freedom
You was everything and somehow
You ain't see me, I was bleeding
I done seen and been through shit that break the strongest men to pieces
Sedimentary, since elementary I'm higher thinking
I was placed inside a box and taught that I could never leave it
Feel like I been shoveling snow for 7 seasons
Shit cause even the storm passes over, you got other shit to deal with
The negligence was stopping me from healing
Pressure pushing on me
I felt a crack in my temple, a snap in my temper
Unfit to be a diamond I withered until it broke me down to
I guess I'm just another number diminishing value
Plummet to my death like stocks crashing and you watched it happen
My indivisible mental been broken down in fractions
All I got left is fading fragments of a burning passion

I'm exhausted
Giving pieces of myself to everything
Till I have nothing left to offer
A Suicidal Martyr, & all I do is preach on deaf ears
Hear me please, even if you don't believe
I been, reciting scriptures for 7 albums and still ain't prayed
Kicking up rugs to reveal the dust and I'm losing faith
Debate existence, eternal life or a prison sentence
A piece feel like there is, a piece know that there isn't
Let down my pride and my defense and that's still not enough
Treat me like a toy of yours, manipulative my love
Peeling paint, I'm missing pieces cause you playing rough
The Understanding, why it take so long to open up
You know, The deepest cuts are never self inflicted
Could've killed me, never leave me, it was you that was needing
You was music you was loving you was family you was freedom
You was everything and somehow
You ain't see me, I was bleeding
I done seen and been through shit that break the strongest men to pieces
Sedimentary, since elementary I'm higher thinking
I was placed inside a box and taught that I could never leave it
Feel like I been shoveling snow for 7 seasons
Shit cause even the storm passes over, you got other shit to deal with
The negligence was stopping me from healing
Pressure pushing on me
I felt a crack in my temple, a snap in my temper
Unfit to be a diamond I withered until it broke me down to
I guess I'm just another number diminishing value
Plummet to my death like stocks crashing and you watched it happen
My indivisible mental been broken down in fractions
All I got left is fading fragments of a burning passion