James DH - Late Night Parties Lyrics

Late night parties don't give me friends
It only gives me more bad memories
Late night thinking only fills my head
With more bad flaws that I think of me

Sometimes its hard to breathe
I'm getting older with responsibilities
And I'm falling in the deep end. Hope nobody sees this
Falling in the deep end. Falling in the deep end

Summers over and the wind blows in
But yet the snow isnt here. That's when I'll break again
I'm finding lesser days are more all the time
My mind brews these thoughts when I want to cry

I find a happy place and then I fall again
I try to find a way, then need to count to ten
I find another break then it abruptly stops
Its so unexpected. I wanna take a rest man

It seems life's been way too long
Its another day I'm feeling lost
And I'm down for the count. Wish that I could start it over
I'm deep in my mind with a shadow hanging over

I can't see clear where my future ends
I feel anxiety build and then I lose a few friends
High schools almost over but I'm scared if I leave
I'll be all alone again and fall in the same routine because

Late night parties don't give me friends
It only gives me more bad memories
Late night thinking only fills my head
With more bad flaws that I think of me

Sometimes its hard to breathe
I'm getting older with responsibilities
And I'm falling in the deep end. Hope nobody sees this
Falling in the deep end. Falling in the deep end

And all my scars been hurting
The path that I lead just always seems to worsen
I'm out of the house soon. I'll be my own man
But I'm scared if I'm alone. Life'll beat me down bad

Its just wake up. Lose my motivation
Grades all start to slip down when I'm not thinking straight
Then its back to bed. Remember all my mistakes
So when I'm left on my own, loneliness is my fate

All my melodies seem the same
Scared the fanbase will think its lame
Try to cope. But all the notes that I sing
Just might all sound the same

Walking alone in the dark and I'm scared
I know that I am not even prepared
For this roller coaster hell
That'll be inside my hair

I can't see clear where my future ends
I feel anxiety build and then I lose a few friends
High schools almost over but I'm scared if I leave
I'll be all alone again and fall in the same routine because

Late night parties don't give me friends
It only gives me more bad memories
Late night thinking only fills my head
With more bad flaws that I think of me

Sometimes its hard to breathe
I'm getting older with responsibilities
And I'm falling in the deep end. Hope nobody sees this
Falling in the deep end. Falling in the deep end