Jae Grhyme - Thoughts in My Head Lyrics

I can't control all these thoughts in my head

I can't control all these thoughts in my head
Sometimes I'd rather be dead
Than have to live with the dread
I can't control all these thoughts in my head
Question the words that you said
Now I don't know how we drifted

Apart from the lies you told me
One heart in my life and its you only
I'm sorry for the way that you hold me
Crying in your arms 'cause I'm lonely
I'm so suspicious, did I risk this
Floodlights, I'm swimming with the fishes
Stage right, my decision's
Final there's no coming back from this wish
Suicide: do or die
All the time: on my grind
Late nights: sipping wine
Popping pills for the last time

I can't control all these thoughts in my head
Sometimes I'd rather be dead
Than have to live with the dread
I can't control all these thoughts in my head
Question the words that you said
Now I don't know how we drifted

Popping pills swear that this will be my last one
If I die tonight baby tell my mom I had fun
If I die tonight baby tell my mom I had fun
Feel like Curt Cobain but I don't own a shotgun
Feel like Robin Williams but I never wear a damn belt
30 weigh my pants and I swear that I don't feel well
I'ma take a shot of the Henny aiming to kill
Demons in my brain but watch me make my blood spill
Pavement, why I say this
When the police come they want a statement (Write it up)
Ape shit, going crazy
Committed like asylums that I hang in

I can't control all these thoughts in my head
Sometimes I'd rather be dead
Than have to live with the dread
I can't control all these thoughts in my head
Question the words that you said
Now I don't know how we drifted

I can't control all these thoughts in my head
Sometimes I'd rather be dead
Than have to live with the dread
(Of my thoughts in my head)
I can't control all these thoughts in my head
(Sometimes I'd rather be dead)
Question the words that you said
(Than have to live with the dread)
Now I don't know how we drifted
(Than have to live with the dread)