Jade Bird - Ruins Lyrics

How do we have to do this again?
I'll tell you how I'm feelin'
And you're like a cryptomaniac
We try and connect the dots and the facts
How do we have to be here?
'Cause these hotels, I just can't relax
The more I bend, the worse that I snap
I feel like a goddamn maniac

You sure you wanna do this now?

'Cause I mean it when I say that
I don't understand
And I mean it when I say that
I'm not sure who I am

'Cause one minute I love you
And the next it's all in ruins
One minute thinkin' of you
And the next it's all in ruins

Tell me what did I do
To deserve somebody like you?
It's too hard to tell the truth
Nothing's real and nothing's new
I'm just a product of my emotions
And they're all settin' off again
If it's a mixture or a, a dosage
Then I need just what you're havin'

You sure you wanna do this now?
Oh, you sure you wanna do this now?

'Cause I mean it when I say that
I don't understand
And I mean it when I say that
I'm not sure who I am

'Cause one minute I love you
And the next it's all in ruins
One minute thinkin' of you
And the next my mind's in ruins

Again
Here again
I can't let it out
And I can't let you in

Yeah, I mean it when I say that
I don't understand
And I mean it when I say that
I'm not sure who I am
Yeah, I mean it when I say that
I don't understand
And I mean it when I say that
I'm not sure who I am

'Cause one minute I love you
And the next it's all in ruins
One minute thinkin' of you
And the next it's all in ruins