Jadan Echo - Save Me Lyrics

I've been screaming for help but nobody cares
I just wish this narrative hopefully clears
I done poured my whole fucking soul into this
And yet I still think I'll have regret when I finish it
Said I'm not scared of death, I'm scared of what's after
Said I'm done believing in only a pastor
I wanna talk to God if he exists to let me know
I made the right choices in life before I go
Don't wanna waste time cause there's only one life
Can't give up no matter how hard my body can try
Gotta stay strong for my parents to see me win
Just hide those deathly thoughts with an easy grin
I done wrote this album to show who I really am
But got no help from it, so it's all the same plan
Make music acting like I've gotten over it all
Trapped on the bad side of my favorite wall
Just stuck, but music helps me cope when it gets tough
They think I'm just waiting for some dumb luck
To get famous and make it and not be hated
Like if I gave a single fuck
I'd rather defuse my demons than blow up
Maybe if I get help people will show up
Funny how I'm scared of death as I get older
So the people who hate on me should really grow up
I've made it past today, that's a step forward
How am I always on edge sitting in a corner
If making it to 25 was the goal
My brain and death would just live in even close quarters
So can you please shut the fuck up
When I was going down in life you didn't come up
I'm tired of waiting for safety and stopped saying (Why won't you save me)
Fuck all of y'all acting like you tried
At this point I'm more of a beaming light
Cause I showed my flaws to this fucking world
And maybe someone out there can continue their fight
With demons and voices in their head
Please know you're not the only one fighting in bed
I hope my pain can help you or is my brain just pretending
That this is all to make me think there's a happy ending
I know venting here isn't right to move on
I know my mental is something I should improve on
But I've survived til now so that's a small dub
And God will be the judge of it when it's all done
You came back to see how I was
Now you leave with more than enough
It took screaming forever for someone to save me
That I saved myself from ending up more crazy
I'm done

I've been screaming for help but nobody cares
I just wish this narrative hopefully clears
I done poured my whole fucking soul into this
And yet I still think I'll have regret when I finish it
Said I'm not scared of death, I'm scared of what's after
Said I'm done believing in only a pastor
I wanna talk to God if he exists to let me know
I made the right choices in life before I go
Don't wanna waste time cause there's only one life
Can't give up no matter how hard my body can try
Gotta stay strong for my parents to see me win
Just hide those deathly thoughts with an easy grin
I done wrote this album to show who I really am
But got no help from it, so it's all the same plan
Make music acting like I've gotten over it all
Trapped on the bad side of my favorite wall
Just stuck, but music helps me cope when it gets tough
They think I'm just waiting for some dumb luck
To get famous and make it and not be hated
Like if I gave a single fuck
I'd rather defuse my demons than blow up
Maybe if I get help people will show up
Funny how I'm scared of death as I get older
So the people who hate on me should really grow up
I've made it past today, that's a step forward
How am I always on edge sitting in a corner
If making it to 25 was the goal
My brain and death would just live in even close quarters
So can you please shut the fuck up
When I was going down in life you didn't come up
I'm tired of waiting for safety and stopped saying (Why won't you save me)
Fuck all of y'all acting like you tried
At this point I'm more of a beaming light
Cause I showed my flaws to this fucking world
And maybe someone out there can continue their fight
With demons and voices in their head
Please know you're not the only one fighting in bed
I hope my pain can help you or is my brain just pretending
That this is all to make me think there's a happy ending
I know venting here isn't right to move on
I know my mental is something I should improve on
But I've survived til now so that's a small dub
And God will be the judge of it when it's all done
You came back to see how I was
Now you leave with more than enough
It took screaming forever for someone to save me
That I saved myself from ending up more crazy
I'm done