Jadan Echo - Am I Old Enough Yet Lyrics

Am I old enough yet
Said am I old enough yet

Workaholic with no end in sight
Time management isn't real in my mind
l feel lazy and worthless all the damn time
How am I not productive every night
I take no breaks
Bring all the stress back into me when I'm awake
It loves to take
Does it seem fair
Maybe not but I love the taste
I'm in love with stress
She's got a beautiful face so

Am I old enough yet to die with no regrets
Am I old enough yet to enjoy success
Am I old enough yet to be able to confess
That I live a life that's fully powered by stress
They say you're too young to understand
What these memories mean at the very end
Am I old enough yet to miss those old times
Am I old enough yet that I can say goodbye

How you been lovestruck for almost two decades
Hopeless romantic, what do I say
I been looking for love when friendships fade away
Filled with heartbreaks so I drown in 808s
Now they're memories, with no inner peace
Why stay in her life if I can be in her dreams
Toxic mindset, I've decided
There ain't no saving someone so misguided

Am I old enough yet to die with no regrets
Am I old enough yet to enjoy success
Am I old enough yet to be able to confess
That I live a life that's fully powered by stress
They say you're too young to understand
What these memories mean at the very end
Am I old enough yet to miss those old times
Am I old enough yet that I can say goodbye

I've lived half of my life
Where am I even going
What is there even left
How did I fall into the same old repent
Of wondering where my childhood fucking went
I hate how much I fucked up in my past life
Hate how I still think I be half right
A car in fire is a sight for me
A failed escape to all those memories so

Am I old enough yet to die with no regrets
Am I old enough yet to enjoy success
Am I old enough yet to be able to confess
That I live a life that's fully powered by stress
They say you're too young to understand
What these memories mean at the very end
Am I old enough yet to miss those old times
Am I old enough yet that I can say goodbye