IX Fall$, OMNIS VOS SCIO - PORTE NOIR III Lyrics

Mama left
Dad got his arm on my shoulder
8 years pass
Dad got his arm round my brother
Asthmatic wasn't the cause of his passing out

We've been at it for years
Thoughts been livin' on the low low low low
30 seconds
One question
Was it worth letting me know know know know
Crusading let my mind speak perspective
Coming from a personality
That came across aggressive
Flick the switch and let it spill
Flick the switch and let it spill

I don't know
Why I second guess
If I'm alone
Got no purpose in my
Life no more
Take it steady on the
Waves so slow
Guess it was just another predicament

I don't know
Why I second guess
If I'm alone
Got no purpose in my
Life no more
Take it steady on the
Waves so slow
Guess it was just another predicament

Mama left
Dad got his arm on my shoulder uh
8 years pass
Dad got his arm round my brother uh
Asthmatic wasn't the cause of his passing out
Anger inside over 8 years been letting out
Waves of depression
Coulda swore that he was living life
Thought about his brother and his dad
And how the suicidal thoughts
Caught right back up
And nearly put him 6 feet deep below
Beside myself

3 o'clock in the morning
Got reminders of my past
Close my eyes have a dream
About the memories that never last
Only takes a couple seconds before realizing
Love will always fade away
Over the years
The dedication was a throwaway
Cover my ears
Cause I don't wanna hear that someone new
Took my place and made them happier
Than I could ever do

I don't know
Why I second guess
If I'm alone
Got no purpose in my
Life no more
Take it steady on the
Waves so slow
Guess it was just another predicament

I don't know
Why I second guess
If I'm alone
Got no purpose in my
Life no more
Take it steady on the
Waves so slow
Guess it was just another predicament

Mama left
Dad got his arm on my shoulder uh
8 years pass
Dad got his arm round my brother uh
Asthmatic wasn't the cause of his passing out
Anger inside over 8 years been letting out
Waves of depression
Coulda swore that he was living life
Thought about his brother and his dad
And how the suicidal thoughts
Caught right back up
And nearly put him 6 feet deep below
Beside myself

3 o'clock in the morning
Got reminders of my past
Close my eyes have a dream
About the memories that never last
Only takes a couple seconds before realizing
Love will always fade away