ItsDisbelief - Watch Me Melt Lyrics

Like a puddle on the ground, you step on me and wipe your boot
But you said you hate me, must have been a typo, whoops
I'm melting like I'm ice cream on a hot day
You gave me bad directions and I went the wrong way
I'm bubblegum, chew me up and spit me out
But you spat right down and now I'm stuck right to the ground
I wanna fly, but I can't even lift my arms off the sidewalk
Don't wanna die, but that'll happen if I let my mind talk
I feel used, but what did I expect
I befriended a demon and pretended I was headed to heaven
An angel on Earth, here to save me
I had no question
Almost forgot how we met, had dementia
I've been hoping for a better day, but you wouldn't let me
I've been looking for some other way, the way I am upsets me
I've been telling you that I'm okay, but I'm always melting
Never-ending sadness, I got to admit I've had it
I hate seeing you happy, then looking at my life and only seeing blackness
I've tried to smile I swear I've practiced
But I can't be like you no matter what, I''m average
If this is what you want then you can have it
Watch me melt, freeze me back and repeat
You'll never feel I've felt, I'll never feel what you feel
No worse cards have been dealt, and I bet you doubt that it's real
ugh

Like a puddle on the ground, you step on me and wipe your boot
But you said you hate me, must have been a typo, whoops
I'm melting like I'm ice cream on a hot day
You gave me bad directions and I went the wrong way
I'm bubblegum, chew me up and spit me out
But you spat right down and now I'm stuck right to the ground
I wanna fly, but I can't even lift my arms off the sidewalk
Don't wanna die, but that'll happen if I let my mind talk
I feel used, but what did I expect
I befriended a demon and pretended I was headed to heaven
An angel on Earth, here to save me
I had no question
Almost forgot how we met, had dementia
I've been hoping for a better day, but you wouldn't let me
I've been looking for some other way, the way I am upsets me
I've been telling you that I'm okay, but I'm always melting
Never-ending sadness, I got to admit I've had it
I hate seeing you happy, then looking at my life and only seeing blackness
I've tried to smile I swear I've practiced
But I can't be like you no matter what, I''m average
If this is what you want then you can have it
Watch me melt, freeze me back and repeat
You'll never feel I've felt, I'll never feel what you feel
No worse cards have been dealt, and I bet you doubt that it's real
ugh