ItsDisbelief - Safety Net Lyrics

You were my safety net
You said it's safe to vent
Will I die or will I strive? Let's place a bet
Don't know why, I'll just make with it
I'll still try even though you're faking it
You don't love me, you've always been above me
Looking down, pity's all that you'd entrust me
Calm me down, all you can do is numb me
But it won't disappear, we ain't near
The light at the end getting farther and farther
The hole I'm in always getting darker and darker
You tell me have some faith, but I'm running out of ways to say that it's okay
It's just a regular day, the cycle goes on
Everyday I live is just death prolonged
So I just sit here singing my song, was kind of hoping that you'd sing along
Maybe life is too long, or maybe I'm just not strong
Either way, me and you just feels wrong
Caught me when I was falling, I had felt so alone
Back when days were uncertain and fate was still unknown
I ran in circles just chasing my tail, I couldn't sleep
You were my purpose, my meaning, the only reason I wouldn't weep
But now I'm just free falling
But now I'm just free falling
But now I'm just free falling
But now I'm just free falling, so appalling
Where do I go from here?
They say the end is near, so celebrate that
All things happy end with tears, right?
Drink up, yelling cheers, right?
Running from my fears, right?
But you not here
I don't feel right, I don't feel life
I don't wanna fight the good fight, cuz I always die on soil that ain't mine
I don't wanna act right, cuz you tell me to
You take the pen say don't write
I don't wanna fly, cuz my wings are sore
I just might soar if you'd come back tonight
You're the stars in the night
Eating all the planets that surround you in one bite
Caught me when I was falling, I had felt so alone
Back when days were uncertain and fate was still unknown
I ran in circles just chasing my tail, I couldn't sleep
You were my purpose, my meaning, the only reason I wouldn't weep
But now I'm just free falling
But now I'm just free falling
But now I'm just free falling
But now I'm just free falling, so appalling

You were my safety net
You said it's safe to vent
Will I die or will I strive? Let's place a bet
Don't know why, I'll just make with it
I'll still try even though you're faking it
You don't love me, you've always been above me
Looking down, pity's all that you'd entrust me
Calm me down, all you can do is numb me
But it won't disappear, we ain't near
The light at the end getting farther and farther
The hole I'm in always getting darker and darker
You tell me have some faith, but I'm running out of ways to say that it's okay
It's just a regular day, the cycle goes on
Everyday I live is just death prolonged
So I just sit here singing my song, was kind of hoping that you'd sing along
Maybe life is too long, or maybe I'm just not strong
Either way, me and you just feels wrong
Caught me when I was falling, I had felt so alone
Back when days were uncertain and fate was still unknown
I ran in circles just chasing my tail, I couldn't sleep
You were my purpose, my meaning, the only reason I wouldn't weep
But now I'm just free falling
But now I'm just free falling
But now I'm just free falling
But now I'm just free falling, so appalling
Where do I go from here?
They say the end is near, so celebrate that
All things happy end with tears, right?
Drink up, yelling cheers, right?
Running from my fears, right?
But you not here
I don't feel right, I don't feel life
I don't wanna fight the good fight, cuz I always die on soil that ain't mine
I don't wanna act right, cuz you tell me to
You take the pen say don't write
I don't wanna fly, cuz my wings are sore
I just might soar if you'd come back tonight
You're the stars in the night
Eating all the planets that surround you in one bite
Caught me when I was falling, I had felt so alone
Back when days were uncertain and fate was still unknown
I ran in circles just chasing my tail, I couldn't sleep
You were my purpose, my meaning, the only reason I wouldn't weep
But now I'm just free falling
But now I'm just free falling
But now I'm just free falling
But now I'm just free falling, so appalling