Isaac Mather - Bury Myself Lyrics

Something I haven't told you
Cause I'm so scared of your view
What they think, are they gonna notice?
That's a real issue for you
Ain't it Isaac? Keepin' it quiet
They might think that I'm different
Something I never liked
Makes me think I should run and hide
Nah, I ain't gonna do it
Gotta just look past and push through it
But I really can't cause it's so obvious
Got people staring at me what's the problem man
I wanna be invisible
Cause I feel so ridiculed
When I'm around anybody man that's real
Get a load of all those looks
Eyes on me like I'm an open book
Can't get used to how they
Point and laugh at my face
Can I heal from this pain?
This pain
Bury myself in this hole
I just want help for my soul
Can't be still no control
Hide myself from people
When they make fun I just go laugh it off
But it really hurts deep down
They don't care though, when I drown
In every joke makin' fun of my sounds
Could you ever give me just a minuet
Where I could feel safe
To let it all out of my system
Tell me that you care and that you got my back
I have people I don't even know say that
I guess you don't understand
Don't ever tell me to grow thicker skin
I hate it when they pretend
That they don't get hurt by something that's said
Words are the deepest wounds that you can get
They last forever and dig farther in
Till you collapse and you hide them again
They like to haunt you and make you depressed
Don't ever say something that you'll regret
Can't get used to how they
Point and laugh at my face
Can I heal from this pain?
This pain
Bury myself in this hole
I just want help for my soul
Can't be still no control
Hide myself from people

Something I haven't told you
Cause I'm so scared of your view
What they think, are they gonna notice?
That's a real issue for you
Ain't it Isaac? Keepin' it quiet
They might think that I'm different
Something I never liked
Makes me think I should run and hide
Nah, I ain't gonna do it
Gotta just look past and push through it
But I really can't cause it's so obvious
Got people staring at me what's the problem man
I wanna be invisible
Cause I feel so ridiculed
When I'm around anybody man that's real
Get a load of all those looks
Eyes on me like I'm an open book
Can't get used to how they
Point and laugh at my face
Can I heal from this pain?
This pain
Bury myself in this hole
I just want help for my soul
Can't be still no control
Hide myself from people
When they make fun I just go laugh it off
But it really hurts deep down
They don't care though, when I drown
In every joke makin' fun of my sounds
Could you ever give me just a minuet
Where I could feel safe
To let it all out of my system
Tell me that you care and that you got my back
I have people I don't even know say that
I guess you don't understand
Don't ever tell me to grow thicker skin
I hate it when they pretend
That they don't get hurt by something that's said
Words are the deepest wounds that you can get
They last forever and dig farther in
Till you collapse and you hide them again
They like to haunt you and make you depressed
Don't ever say something that you'll regret
Can't get used to how they
Point and laugh at my face
Can I heal from this pain?
This pain
Bury myself in this hole
I just want help for my soul
Can't be still no control
Hide myself from people