Isaac App - Backpedal Lyrics

I could tell you
Ain't the type to backpedal
Give me truth
That's only how my mind settle
I could see you
Ain't someone who stay level
But just for me
I'm hoping you could be a vessel

14 since we last spoke
I got so much hatred for you but I let it go
As a kid I was waiting for the day you show
But that absence was everything that help me grow

And I know it hit the others in the same way
Yo daughter leaning to the alcohol to get away
My brother smoking on a pack leading to the grave
My mother always on her feet know she boutta cave

But I
Still try to understand your perspective
Never wanted us, broken trust, swap the objective
I just hate that you can't ever face it, get introspective
Never taking fault, every single time you protective

Like
Is the topic that we talking subjective
I don't even sense regret when while we getting reflective
I know the marriage defective but it was us who affected
All I want is the truth but you still getting deflective

I could tell you
Ain't the type to backpedal
Give me truth
That's only how my mind settle
I could see you
Ain't someone who stay level
But just for me
I'm hoping you could be a vessel

They said I'm bipolar just like you motherfucker
So we been closer let's get talking motherfucker
I ain't scared of the meds
They help me talk from my chest
And everyday that I vent
I see I'm nearing my best because

I been knocking down these demons time to celebrate
I been speaking all the shit you thought I'd never say
And I'm staying on a path you couldn't demonstrate
And when I get my own kid you know imma set it straight

Ay, set it straight, let's get out that yellow tape
Got this murder of a cycle opposite of heavens gate
Yeah, set it straight
Yeah, let's set it straight
Even when you running late
Got faith that we could set it straight

To figure this shit out
And find out who the fuck I am
Feel like every second invested
Is just another scam
Put my heart into this pen
And I pray that you understand
I'm seeking out the past
To find a reason why I stand

I could tell you
Ain't the type to backpedal
Give me truth
That's only how my mind settle
I could see you
Ain't someone who stay level
But just for me
I'm hoping you could be a vessel