Insãne Shinobi - Youngin Lyrics

Know last year had you fucked up
You ain't the only one
I lost one of biggest hero's past month
And on the real bro I been a little down some
Not to mention I ain't talked to my closets Friends in a minute
And it's crazy cause I know I miss them
And I ain't switching on my niggas I'm just on a mission
Not to mention in the class it's hard to pay attention
Cause I know that in a little minute I'll be making millions
Yeah that's funny right
Always say live your best life don't take my own advice
And here I am living in fear chasing normal life
Just so Mom and Pops don't gotta worry staying up at night
But that's confidential
Don't tell nobody bout my secrets or bout how I'm feeling
But I ain't finna let it take away my smile cause
I lived too much of my life without one

Fuck I'm looking down for
Keep my head up
So distraught as a youngin
Now I'm bigger
Take a look up at the crowd bruh
They fuckin with us
There's no time to waste
You know better

Sometimes I sit up late at night I think
Well how can I compete with all these other rappers ridding beats
Cause In this industry being your self is obsolete
So how can I succeed when all I know is how to just be me
I mean I tried for some time
But all the lies just made me think like who is this guy
Sptting these rhymes knowing damn well I don't feel that way
If someone asked me what inspired it the what would say
I mean I could just make it up and give a false perception
Of a life that Ive never lived for a lil attention
I mean I seen a couple films about this way of living
So write it as if it's real through a rough description
And every time I do that shit that it give me a funny feeling
Like I'm painting a vivid pictures with a stolen vision
Feel like venom and I'm trying to get out my system
Cause if I don't I know that it's go be my down fall

Fuck I'm looking down for
Keep my head up
So distraught as a youngin
But know I'm bigger
Take a look up at the crowd bruh
They fuckin wit us
There's no time to waste
I'll make my own way
I hope I don't change