Inlarcus - Detrimental Thoughts Lyrics

Every time I wake up it's just getting so hard now
Staying up late, while I'm lying on the ground
Feels like that it's getting harder to breathe
It's getting harder to breathe
Every time I wake up it's just getting so hard now
Staying up late, while I'm lying on the ground
Feels like that it's getting harder to breathe
It's getting harder to breathe
Every day I'm hurting so much
I feel I'm not enough
Like I was back then when I would start to cut
I full of so much dread
These feelings in my head
Tell me that I'm a failure while I try to go to bed
I know that I just suck
I'm ruthless and I'm ruff
Nobody wants to be with me, I don't give enough
So lost inside my head
My eyes are turning red
While I fight off the demons so that they can descend
Every time I wake up it's just getting so hard now
Staying up late, while I'm lying on the ground
Feels like that it's getting harder to breathe
It's getting harder to breathe
Every time I wake up it's just getting so hard now
Staying up late, while I'm lying on the ground
Feels like that it's getting harder to breathe
It's getting harder to breathe
Every time that I try
I feel I get pushed to the side
Think I'm just another dead sight
Don't look me in the eyes
I know it'll be alright
Right now it feels I have nothing to keep me pushing, keep me pushing
But with all of my friends here helps me to continue pushing, oh ohh
Demons are rushing though my mind
Tell everyone I am fine
Just so I don't disappoint anybody with my troubles inside
Can someone please just save me
Please now I'm really trying
Death on the horizon
Not sure if I'll like this
Looking left and right not sure how to fight this
I'm gonna survive it
Try to find the light
And I know this misery will end
Every time I wake up it's just getting so hard now
Staying up late, while I'm lying on the ground
Feels like that it's getting harder to breathe
It's getting harder to breathe
Every time I wake up it's just getting so hard now
Staying up late, while I'm lying on the ground
Feels like that it's getting harder to breathe
It's getting harder to breathe

Every time I wake up it's just getting so hard now
Staying up late, while I'm lying on the ground
Feels like that it's getting harder to breathe
It's getting harder to breathe
Every time I wake up it's just getting so hard now
Staying up late, while I'm lying on the ground
Feels like that it's getting harder to breathe
It's getting harder to breathe
Every day I'm hurting so much
I feel I'm not enough
Like I was back then when I would start to cut
I full of so much dread
These feelings in my head
Tell me that I'm a failure while I try to go to bed
I know that I just suck
I'm ruthless and I'm ruff
Nobody wants to be with me, I don't give enough
So lost inside my head
My eyes are turning red
While I fight off the demons so that they can descend
Every time I wake up it's just getting so hard now
Staying up late, while I'm lying on the ground
Feels like that it's getting harder to breathe
It's getting harder to breathe
Every time I wake up it's just getting so hard now
Staying up late, while I'm lying on the ground
Feels like that it's getting harder to breathe
It's getting harder to breathe
Every time that I try
I feel I get pushed to the side
Think I'm just another dead sight
Don't look me in the eyes
I know it'll be alright
Right now it feels I have nothing to keep me pushing, keep me pushing
But with all of my friends here helps me to continue pushing, oh ohh
Demons are rushing though my mind
Tell everyone I am fine
Just so I don't disappoint anybody with my troubles inside
Can someone please just save me
Please now I'm really trying
Death on the horizon
Not sure if I'll like this
Looking left and right not sure how to fight this
I'm gonna survive it
Try to find the light
And I know this misery will end
Every time I wake up it's just getting so hard now
Staying up late, while I'm lying on the ground
Feels like that it's getting harder to breathe
It's getting harder to breathe
Every time I wake up it's just getting so hard now
Staying up late, while I'm lying on the ground
Feels like that it's getting harder to breathe
It's getting harder to breathe