Infuschia, Heski - astray Lyrics

Purple shadows on my wall
Up all night I'm insecure
Can't keep myself associated with liquor alone
Nobody close enough to call
Somebody save me from my thoughts, oh
Where do I go

Oh, where do I go
(Thoughts rumbled in my head)
Who will save my soul
(I keep on running blind I'm trying to forget)
Oh, where do I go
Who will save my soul

Only see black and white
The bottle is waiting by
The silence is deafening where can I go

Oh I'm falling through space and time
The silence is my demise
The voices are calling me leave me alone

I've been down here before
Down here on my own, I'm gone
I've been down here before
Pieces I'm looking for where did it go

Felt like I was floating
Or maybe I was drowning
Is it real? Is it real
It's a certain type of way it makes me feel

Like I was invincible
And the dread is visceral
And everytime I set expectation disappointment
Time and time again
I'm so tired, so tired, of losing control

Oh, where do I go
Who will save my soul
Oh, where do I go
Who will save my soul