In Loving Memory - Questions Lyrics

So where did we go wrong?
Where do we go from here?
Should we keep running forward?
Or do we turn back in fear?
To leave it all behind?
And give up what could have been?
Please give me some kind of sign
Because all I have are questions

It's tearing up my heart, not knowing how to feel
Sick of all the bullshit, tell me what is real
If we were so in love with fighting for the dream
Then why did half the band quit in 2018?
I could say it's 'cause they're weak, I could blame it on myself
Maybe they're the smart ones for leaving with their health
I already know mine's going down the drain
Physical and mental, is it worth all the pain?
Yeah, insane

I'm pushing through, I'm pushing through
Hoping someday I'll see the light
I don't know what to do
I hope for now that it's alright
Don't know how long, don't know how long
I can go on without peace of mind
I guess I'll move along
Hoping the worst is left behind

So where did we go wrong?
Where do we go from here?
Should we keep running forward?
Or do we turn back in fear?
To leave it all behind?
And give up what could have been?
Please give me some kind of sign
Because all I have are questions

These days, being honest is part of the plan
Not tryna sing about things I don't understand
"Brown boy from New York" perspective at hand
Just tryna tell it like it is, from me to the fans
But still I worry they won't come around
That everything we built up gonna come down
Will they see the vision? Will they fuck with the new sound?
Or turn their backs 'cause we grew out of the breakdowns?
I'm sayin'

Just be myself, just be myself, I tell myself time and time again
And if that's not enough, then it was never meant to be
My head is filled with sense, my heart with doubt
I've got the things I can't succeed without
And yet my confidence is shakin', why? Why?

So where did we go wrong?
Where do we go from here?
Should we keep running forward?
Or do we turn back in fear?
To leave it all behind?
And give up what could have been?
Please give me some kind of sign
Because all I have are questions

All I really know is God put me to the test
To make it in a world where I'm nothing like the rest
We're all close-minded 'till we get our minds blown
Gotta leave my mark while they got their eyes closed
Best forward so the rest of me follows
I'm hoping the path will be clearer tomorrow
Wearing my heart on my sleeve, can't ignore this
Is it enough? I guess time can only tell

So where did we go wrong?
Where do we go from here?
Should we keep running forward?
Or do we turn back in fear?
To leave it all behind?
And give up what could have been?
Please give me some kind of sign
Because all I have are questions