ImTrying - You've Had Enough Lyrics

I blame myself for falling
Into a love made on our history
Its too much, calling
Asking you to just come and speak to me
Im done, thinking you over stayed
I think you've had enough
I think you've had enough of me
Why'd I ever fall in love in the first place
In the first grade, only love was my ma's face
Girls take
Over and over
Knows ive been cheated on
Beated on
Repeated songs
Of loves
Broken, its seeded in the past now
Last round
Soaking up the facts, how
Never gave a damn about my feelings
So you laugh out loud
LOL
Chuckle choking on my tears
Was a fear of mine
That you would break my heart
And leave for years
Think its a sign
A sign I need to work internally
Occurs to me
That ive been needing
Help from an infirmary
Concerningly
I find myself in love again
Better toxic than nothing
Just hopping heaven lets me in
I blame myself for falling
Into a love made on our history
Its too much, calling
Asking you to just come and speak to me
Im done, thinking you over stayed
I think you've had enough
I think you've had enough of me
See two shoes make a pair
So why'd you have to add a third
While I was unaware
Another boy had stole your heart for sure
No
Not one for polygamy
Mistook
Wasn't listening
To your text messages
Phone calls
You were
Crying our your eyeballs
Playing victim on your story
Getting people on your side
Telling lies to all our friends
Making drama like its pie
And I dispise all the memories
We made in the past
But in the end, you the girl that
Went and finished in last
I blame myself for falling
Into a love made on our history
Its too much, calling
Asking you to just come and speak to me
Im done, thinking you over stayed
I think you've had enough
I think you've had enough of me

I blame myself for falling
Into a love made on our history
Its too much, calling
Asking you to just come and speak to me
Im done, thinking you over stayed
I think you've had enough
I think you've had enough of me
Why'd I ever fall in love in the first place
In the first grade, only love was my ma's face
Girls take
Over and over
Knows ive been cheated on
Beated on
Repeated songs
Of loves
Broken, its seeded in the past now
Last round
Soaking up the facts, how
Never gave a damn about my feelings
So you laugh out loud
LOL
Chuckle choking on my tears
Was a fear of mine
That you would break my heart
And leave for years
Think its a sign
A sign I need to work internally
Occurs to me
That ive been needing
Help from an infirmary
Concerningly
I find myself in love again
Better toxic than nothing
Just hopping heaven lets me in
I blame myself for falling
Into a love made on our history
Its too much, calling
Asking you to just come and speak to me
Im done, thinking you over stayed
I think you've had enough
I think you've had enough of me
See two shoes make a pair
So why'd you have to add a third
While I was unaware
Another boy had stole your heart for sure
No
Not one for polygamy
Mistook
Wasn't listening
To your text messages
Phone calls
You were
Crying our your eyeballs
Playing victim on your story
Getting people on your side
Telling lies to all our friends
Making drama like its pie
And I dispise all the memories
We made in the past
But in the end, you the girl that
Went and finished in last
I blame myself for falling
Into a love made on our history
Its too much, calling
Asking you to just come and speak to me
Im done, thinking you over stayed
I think you've had enough
I think you've had enough of me