Imperialblue - i hate myself Lyrics

I can't wait 'til it's my last day
I know it's comin', not much more I can take
I know that she hates the sight of my face
I cannot help it, it's myself that I hate
And when I'm gone forget my first name
I hate myself and I cannot change
I am so frail I wish I had strength
I'm still a male, I wish I could change
When you talk me down I feel ashamed
I hate my smile, I don't want to blame
I always wonder why you must hate
I can feel the tears rush down my face
I love you, and I cannot leave
So why must you say all those things about me
It hurts so much when I cannot sleep
I can feel the tears rush down my face
They won't know when I disappear
No one sees my face when my face full of tears
Not one person knows any my fears
My death will be silent 'cause no one will hear
And when I'm gone forget my first name
I hate myself and I cannot change
I am so frail I wish I had strength
I'm still a male, I wish I could change
And when I'm gone forget my first name
I hate myself and I cannot change
I am so frail I wish I had strength
I'm still a male, I wish I could change
I'm so tired of feeling this way
Sick from beginning to the end of the day
I feel so anxious when you look at my eyes
I get so nervous and I get butterflies
So when I suspect that your heart full of lies
All I can try is to keep it inside
And wait for the time to pass me, goodbye
Can't wait for the end, I wish I would die

I can't wait 'til it's my last day
I know it's comin', not much more I can take
I know that she hates the sight of my face
I cannot help it, it's myself that I hate
And when I'm gone forget my first name
I hate myself and I cannot change
I am so frail I wish I had strength
I'm still a male, I wish I could change
When you talk me down I feel ashamed
I hate my smile, I don't want to blame
I always wonder why you must hate
I can feel the tears rush down my face
I love you, and I cannot leave
So why must you say all those things about me
It hurts so much when I cannot sleep
I can feel the tears rush down my face
They won't know when I disappear
No one sees my face when my face full of tears
Not one person knows any my fears
My death will be silent 'cause no one will hear
And when I'm gone forget my first name
I hate myself and I cannot change
I am so frail I wish I had strength
I'm still a male, I wish I could change
And when I'm gone forget my first name
I hate myself and I cannot change
I am so frail I wish I had strength
I'm still a male, I wish I could change
I'm so tired of feeling this way
Sick from beginning to the end of the day
I feel so anxious when you look at my eyes
I get so nervous and I get butterflies
So when I suspect that your heart full of lies
All I can try is to keep it inside
And wait for the time to pass me, goodbye
Can't wait for the end, I wish I would die