Ilish, L. Dejuan - Growing Lyrics

Both of my
Brothers moved out
I was only about 9
Searching for destiny
I couldn't find
Built up hurt inside
Did not have the time to cope
Friends did graffiti
I would vibe to instrumentals
Violence I witnessed in middle school
Left me some trauma in high school
I Fought till I bleed like its Piru
Wanted a vest to be bullet proof
Oou
Felt real pain look at both eyes
Seen fake thugs try intimidate me
Been round the block
You could never play me
On my way like I'm young Swaizy
Gotta Stay on target like Arrow's shooting
Made it this far but still seek improvement
Daily thanking the maker
Gave me a voice Imma go use it
When I'm at concerts or writing music
Making a movement
Winning or losing
Wearing Adidas
This time its Nike
I gotta do it
Positive music
Use my influence
This what I'm choosing yeah
Miss me with that bull
Imma grab it by the horns
The sacrificial lamb
The true meaning of a goat

I find I'm A ok
Despite the challenges
That come my way
I'm rising high above
All the hate
See me rolling
Like I got on skates yeah
I'm rolling
Rolling
Through the pain
I'm growing
Growing

You should know it
See me rolling
You should know it
See me growing
You should know it
I'm rolling
You should know it
See me growing
You should know it
I'm growing

Dropped out of college
While momma told me
Go get a job
8 months all packed up
I'm moving out
Washing dishes
Paid for the ring
Of my only Mrs
Fast forward
Saved our coins
Making investments
Broke and busted for too long
Had to get it on our own
It's a different kinda pressure
When your married and your settled
And your kids wanting favors
While your trying to be an artist
That's accomplished

I find I'm A ok
Despite the challenges
That come my way
I'm rising high above
All the hate
See me rolling
Like I got on skates yeah
I'm rolling
Rolling
Through the pain
I'm growing
Growing

You should know it
See me rolling
You should know it
See me growing
You should know it
I'm rolling
You should know it
See me growing
You should know it
I'm growing