idle threat - beige Lyrics

I went basking in the beige
I went roaming through the haze
I went digging my own grave
Sinking in my lifeless ways

I saw a good friend die
I watched his mother cry
I was a broken man
And said, Never again

I built up Jericho
This is where no one goes
You started marching when
I said, Never again

I went basking in the beige
I went roaming through the haze
I went digging my own grave
Sinking in my lifeless ways

Cover me in the dirt and conceal my unhealed wounds
Beckon me to come out, I keep saying, I'll come soon

Observe my existence through windows resistant
To my own reality
In the safety of my business, created, insisted
On my own casualty

Venture out into the depths, my friend
I promise I won't let you drown in them
I'm not estranged to your experience
I formed the mountains and I made that trench

Choking back the tears, basking in the beige
Sleeping through the years, basking in the beige
Bowing to your fears, basking in the beige
The meaning of your years is passing in your days,
Passing by your face
Will you ever wake?