IDK Young J., Mel - Sometimes Lyrics

Sometimes I feel like I wanna die
Sometimes my life is the greatest thing
Shit you can't see with the naked eye
Got my moods acting like a fucking swing
Bro I wish I could go to the past
Maybe change some things that I did bad
Maybe stand up to my fucking dad
Maybe then I'd be a happy man
Sometimes I wish I could do things all over bro
Then maybe I'd get it right
Stop acting out on emotional overflow
Then I'd have a better life
Maybe it happened cuz God had a reason
Everything happens inside of its season
Hopefully I'm really gonna get better
And find everything that I want in life

I just be thinking a lot
Honestly that's all I got
If you came into my mind
You would be pleasantly shocked
Ay
I got my mind in a knot
Don't like to be on the spot
I just be thinking sometimes
I just be thinking a lot

Got all these questions about my religion
Now that's a topic that causes division
Every second is full of decisions
How do I know that I got the right vision
If God really loves me then why do I suffer?
Why do I feel so alone when I cry?
Why do the wicked continue to prosper?
Honestly why did my bro have to die?
Sometimes I say "it's not worth all the bother"
Giving up feels like the easier choice
Then I remember the times when my mother
Would cry in the night until losing her voice
Love really keeps me from sinking low
That shit reminds me to take it slow
Sorry I don't think this verse is coherent
But honestly I just be thinking bro

I just be thinking a lot
Honestly that's all I got
If you came into my mind
You could be pleasantly shocked
Ay
I got my mind in a knot
Don't like to be on the spot
I just be thinking sometimes
I just be thinking a lot