Human Error - THE DAY I DIE Lyrics

Niggas wanna treat me like Micheal
I'm just tryna be the next idol
You not tryna be my rival
You just wanna take my title
But I'm not feeling that vibe
Gotta leave now can't spend that night
I'm not tryna run and hide
Waste no time to the day I die

What the fucks really going on
I just sing the same old song
And you don't see me as the one
I'm a last pick in ya jar
I guess you can't grab what's far
I don't really know what you want
I died but a nigga respawned
I ain't wasting my damn time
It's funny how you act like this
Healed those wounds with the activist
And I found myself another
Paint a new hue, a new color
I done broke my head
Could've wound up dead
Should've stayed in bed
But I cried instead

I got a bad reputation
Lied to much and I hate it
Had the tell it right, this time I really am changing
Meditate in my hatred
I been acting brazen
Tongue and cheek, hard beak for being stalked by ravens
Step too far taken, Big dope I was facing
Cry creeks feel grief on a day to day basis
Keeping this up I'm stationed, swapping out my location
Blessing and a curse, even the word gets to the basement

Thought I was finally free
But I'm moving too fast look what happened to me
Mind and body at war they don't wanna agree
Thoughts is spilling out the canteen
Straight traveling, to reality
Time and time again
It's the same routine, now I know what's happening
What I think I feel, it ain't really accurate
Constant pain to mend cause the cycles precedent

Niggas wanna treat me like Micheal
I'm just tryna be the next idol
You not tryna be my rival
You just wanna take my title
But I'm not feeling that vibe
Gotta leave now can't spend that night
I'm not tryna run and hide
Waste no time to the day I die

I'm sorry for this evening
I didn't see you leaving
Now I'm staring at the ceiling
Fighting all these feelings
The way you rest your head against my chest
The way you tug your hair when your feeling stressed
The way you pull my strings when I just needed rest
I know it sucks, that's the way love works I guess