Hovan - WORTH IT Lyrics

Honestly, I wish no one else would hear this song
I wish that I could send it to you but I'm not that strong
I don't usually fall this hard, but you proved me wrong
I don't really care for no one, but now that you're gone
I drink too much tryna forget you
I sleep in 'cause I don't wanna miss you
I woke up, felt the same as last night
Barely felt a thing, I've been trying to pass time

You don't really understand me, I get it
I've been tryna stay numb for the last month, tryna get my shit together
I've been honest with my lyrics i'm just hoping that you'll listen
I'm just hoping that you'll listen
It's always just the fucking distance
But all the time we spent together could we ever really fix it?
Was it ever really worth it?
Will it ever be worth it?

I didn't wanna open up, but you said I would have to
I did just for you, 'cause I wanted to keep you
I'm never vulnerable with anyone
I'm never vulnerable with anyone
I hope that you remember
Could we try again?
Could we try again?
When I have my life figured out
We could find a different route
We could really try it out

Things change when we're older
We fall in love when we're not supposed to
I don't really wanna go to college
I'm trying to forget you

Things change when we're older
We fall in love when we're not supposed to
I don't really wanna go to college
I'm trying to forget you

I don't really wanna move on
I think i'm going crazy
Are you starting to regret this?
Will you learn to forget this?

Are you starting to regret this?
Are you starting to regret this?
Will you learn to forget this?
Will you learn to forget us?