Hovan - IF WE DON'T EVER TALK AGAIN Lyrics

I don't like talking to anyone else
I try to pretend and I try to seem nice
But really I don't give a fuck
But really I don't even care
I wake up and stare at my phone
I miss all my friends and I'm missing the summer
Not really the summer, but that week we talked
And stayed up too late, and lost too much sleep
I know you're not listenin', but i still hope that you hear this song
You're way too practical, don't need a reason to see you
I don't need a reason to miss you

If we don't ever talk again
It's not because I don't like you
It's not because I don't like you
It's 'cause I like you too much
If we don't ever talk again
It's not because I forgot you
It's not because I forgot you
It's cause I still remember everything
It's cause I still remember everything
It's cause I still remember everything
It's cause I still remember everything
Everything

I don't know what to do anymore
I don't know how i should feel about you
I'm sorry I'm indecisive, know you don't like it
How do I fall so hard?
Why are you so damn far?
If everything's falling apart, would you care?
If nothing's the same like it was, would you care?
I don't know why I'm still writing this song
I feel like it's therapy, but it's forever
I wish it was therapy, but it's just me
I wish you were here, but it's always just me
I don't know what to think anymore
I'm out of my mind, the morning is worse than the nighttime
I don't ever call 'cause I'm scared

If we don't ever talk again
It's not because I don't like you
It's not because I don't like you
It's 'cause I like you too much
If we don't ever talk again
It's not because I forgot you
It's not because I forgot you
It's cause I still remember everything
It's cause I still remember everything
It's cause I still remember everything
It's cause I still remember everything
Everything