Hovan - FIND MY SANITY Lyrics

I don't think we know each other
What's the point in all of this?
I'm trying to find my sanity
You're forever gone, but I don't wanna leave
I'm too fucked up, you're too caught up
With your own shit to ever notice me
We drank too much, we sang too much
I don't care enough to sober up and breathe

Kinda wish I lost your number
What's the point in all of this?
You're making me lose my mind again
I could try to explain, but you won't understand
We're still too young, I said too much
But it doesn't matter anyways
I think too much, you're way too much
I don't know when to give up anyways

I, I don't wanna think anymore
'Cause every time I turn around I see a face I can't ignore
You, you won't ever know just how I feel
I won't forget, I can't forget just how the fuck you made me feel
Too much serotonin, swear I got addicted too soon
Takin melatonin, swear I got addicted to you
I don't know why we're so fucked up
Maybe we could pick it up where we left off
Maybe none of this shit even mattered
I can't tell if you still care, or you just can't fucking show it
I been tryna push you out of my head
I'm tryna pretend, that nothing ever happened
So fuck everything that we said
I still have my polaroid
We never really had the chance
I still paint my nails 'cause i think too much about you
I bought your favorite shade of blue
I wish i didn't think of you
I can't fall asleep 'cause i think too much about you

I don't think we know each other
What's the point in all of this?
I'm trying to find my sanity
You're forever gone, but I don't wanna leave
I'm too fucked up, you're too caught up
With your own shit to ever notice me
We drank too much, we sang too much
I don't care enough to sober up and breathe

Kinda wish I lost your number
What's the point in all of this?
You're making me lose my mind again
I could try to explain, but you won't understand
We're still too young, I said too much
But it doesn't matter anyways
I think too much, you're way too much
I don't know when to give up anyways

I'm doing just fine and you're not on my mind
And I don't care to pick up your call tonight
I don't need to answer, I don't need an answer
'Cause I need to fix myself tonight

I'm doing just fine and you're not on my mind
And I don't care to pick up your call tonight
I don't need to answer, I don't need an answer
'Cause I need to fix myself tonight

I don't think we know each other
What's the point in all of this?
I'm trying to find my sanity
You're forever gone, but I don't wanna leave
I'm too fucked up, you're too caught up
With your own shit to ever notice me
We drank too much, we sang too much
I don't care enough to sober up and breathe

Kinda wish I lost your number
What's the point in all of this?
You're making me lose my mind again
I could try to explain, but you won't understand
We're still too young, I said too much
But it doesn't matter anyways
I think too much, you're way too much
I don't know when to give up anyways