HELLBØUND ANGL, Thatanxietybabe - Walls Painted Red Lyrics

I'm so sick of locked emotions
How is it I'm so broken?
I don't need anybody
I just need everybody
Tear the walls and rip my skin
Tell me I'm your favorite sin
Kiss me, tastin' cocaine lips
Kiss me, please I just need this
Walls painted red
Bleeding on the carpet
Blood in my bed and
Coke in my mattress
Walls painted red
From all the bloodshed
Something in my head
Said I'm better off dead
My poor veins are filled with toxins
Please don't try what I'm mixing
I just need some Oxytocin
I'm so sick of Oxycontin
Gettin' so close to overdosing
I'm so sick of uppin' dosage
I'm so sick of locked emotions
How did I become so broken?
I'm so sick of locked emotions
How is it I'm so lonesome?
But, I don't need anybody
I just need everybody
I'm so sick of locked emotions
How is it I'm so broken?
I don't need anybody
I just need everybody
You wouldn't believe me if I told you
The fucked up shit that fills my mind
All these thoughts of suicide
Quiet the voices with pills and pretend I'm fine
I don't want to cause alarm
Or draw attention to myself
Got so many people who say they're there for me
I just get high instead of getting help
Flirting with death too close for comfort
If I don't change my days are numbered
I think I just need a light to guide me
I'm not gone yet just need to find me
I'm so sick of locked emotions
How is it I'm so lonesome?
But, I don't need anybody
I just need everybody
I'm so sick of locked emotions
How is it I'm so broken?
I don't need anybody
I just need everybody
Tear the walls and rip my skin
Tell me I'm your favorite sin
Kiss me, tastin' cocaine lips
Kiss me, please I just need this
Walls painted red
Bleeding on the carpet
Blood in my bed and
Coke in my mattress
Walls painted red
From all the bloodshed
Something in my head
Said I'm better off dead

I'm so sick of locked emotions
How is it I'm so broken?
I don't need anybody
I just need everybody
Tear the walls and rip my skin
Tell me I'm your favorite sin
Kiss me, tastin' cocaine lips
Kiss me, please I just need this
Walls painted red
Bleeding on the carpet
Blood in my bed and
Coke in my mattress
Walls painted red
From all the bloodshed
Something in my head
Said I'm better off dead
My poor veins are filled with toxins
Please don't try what I'm mixing
I just need some Oxytocin
I'm so sick of Oxycontin
Gettin' so close to overdosing
I'm so sick of uppin' dosage
I'm so sick of locked emotions
How did I become so broken?
I'm so sick of locked emotions
How is it I'm so lonesome?
But, I don't need anybody
I just need everybody
I'm so sick of locked emotions
How is it I'm so broken?
I don't need anybody
I just need everybody
You wouldn't believe me if I told you
The fucked up shit that fills my mind
All these thoughts of suicide
Quiet the voices with pills and pretend I'm fine
I don't want to cause alarm
Or draw attention to myself
Got so many people who say they're there for me
I just get high instead of getting help
Flirting with death too close for comfort
If I don't change my days are numbered
I think I just need a light to guide me
I'm not gone yet just need to find me
I'm so sick of locked emotions
How is it I'm so lonesome?
But, I don't need anybody
I just need everybody
I'm so sick of locked emotions
How is it I'm so broken?
I don't need anybody
I just need everybody
Tear the walls and rip my skin
Tell me I'm your favorite sin
Kiss me, tastin' cocaine lips
Kiss me, please I just need this
Walls painted red
Bleeding on the carpet
Blood in my bed and
Coke in my mattress
Walls painted red
From all the bloodshed
Something in my head
Said I'm better off dead