HeartLikeIris - Guilty Lyrics

I'm wide awake, she talked me in to feeling guilty
I never thought that I could hurt her so severely, oh
Said "I'm sorry", she said "I don't want you near me"
I really prayed you'd never leave me until we got old
Broken promises, wrote 'em on your windowpane
She hope I choke on all my lies she hope I go away
Without you cutting it this cocaine doesn't feel the same
Not the same, not the same
'Cause I never wanna damage you
Never wanna damage you again
And I just want to tell the truth
But I keep on telling lies again, lies again
I don't want you thinking that I hurt you and I'm fine now
Double-edged blade, hurt so bad, I cried my eyes out
But I know it's nothing compared to everything I did to you
Such a piece of shit and every sin I'm going to pay to you
I'm looking at the card that you wrote me
I see the pictures and I hope it's just the old me now
We were looking at the stars when you told me
What's gonna happen after we both leave this shitty town
'Cause I don't know why I do the shit that I do
I know it's hard sometimes when I'm thinking of you
And it's not because I miss you and it's not because I want you
I just know that everything I did is gonna haunt you
I'm wide awake, she talked me in to feeling guilty
I never thought that I could hurt her so severely, oh
Said "I'm sorry", she said "I don't want you near me"
I really prayed you'd never leave me until we got old
Broken promises, wrote 'em on your windowpane
She hope I choke on all my lies she hope I go away
Without you cutting it this cocaine doesn't feel the same
Not the same, not the same
'Cause I never wanna damage you
Never wanna damage you again
And I just want to tell the truth
But I keep on telling lies again, lies again
I still live with everything that I did
Know she wishes I was dead
Know you say that shit in passing in a convo about your ex
But really I can't even blame you, I'm a voice inside your head saying
Why'd you open to me? you lost yourself instead
I'm a wreck on the floor, bet you didn't even notice
Back to the door, eight more shots and I'll be loaded
I can't take no more and I don't know why you chose this
Said you'd be the death of me, I guess I should have known this
I'm wide awake, she talked me in to feeling guilty
I never thought that I could hurt her so severely, oh
Said "I'm sorry", she said "I don't want you near me"
I really prayed you'd never leave me until we got old
Broken promises, wrote 'em on your windowpane
She hope I choke on all my lies she hope I go away
Without you cutting it this cocaine doesn't feel the same
Not the same, not the same
'Cause I never wanna damage you
Never wanna damage you again
And I just want to tell the truth
But I keep on telling lies again, lies again
She got a HeartLikeIris
She got a HeartLikeIris

I'm wide awake, she talked me in to feeling guilty
I never thought that I could hurt her so severely, oh
Said "I'm sorry", she said "I don't want you near me"
I really prayed you'd never leave me until we got old
Broken promises, wrote 'em on your windowpane
She hope I choke on all my lies she hope I go away
Without you cutting it this cocaine doesn't feel the same
Not the same, not the same
'Cause I never wanna damage you
Never wanna damage you again
And I just want to tell the truth
But I keep on telling lies again, lies again
I don't want you thinking that I hurt you and I'm fine now
Double-edged blade, hurt so bad, I cried my eyes out
But I know it's nothing compared to everything I did to you
Such a piece of shit and every sin I'm going to pay to you
I'm looking at the card that you wrote me
I see the pictures and I hope it's just the old me now
We were looking at the stars when you told me
What's gonna happen after we both leave this shitty town
'Cause I don't know why I do the shit that I do
I know it's hard sometimes when I'm thinking of you
And it's not because I miss you and it's not because I want you
I just know that everything I did is gonna haunt you
I'm wide awake, she talked me in to feeling guilty
I never thought that I could hurt her so severely, oh
Said "I'm sorry", she said "I don't want you near me"
I really prayed you'd never leave me until we got old
Broken promises, wrote 'em on your windowpane
She hope I choke on all my lies she hope I go away
Without you cutting it this cocaine doesn't feel the same
Not the same, not the same
'Cause I never wanna damage you
Never wanna damage you again
And I just want to tell the truth
But I keep on telling lies again, lies again
I still live with everything that I did
Know she wishes I was dead
Know you say that shit in passing in a convo about your ex
But really I can't even blame you, I'm a voice inside your head saying
Why'd you open to me? you lost yourself instead
I'm a wreck on the floor, bet you didn't even notice
Back to the door, eight more shots and I'll be loaded
I can't take no more and I don't know why you chose this
Said you'd be the death of me, I guess I should have known this
I'm wide awake, she talked me in to feeling guilty
I never thought that I could hurt her so severely, oh
Said "I'm sorry", she said "I don't want you near me"
I really prayed you'd never leave me until we got old
Broken promises, wrote 'em on your windowpane
She hope I choke on all my lies she hope I go away
Without you cutting it this cocaine doesn't feel the same
Not the same, not the same
'Cause I never wanna damage you
Never wanna damage you again
And I just want to tell the truth
But I keep on telling lies again, lies again
She got a HeartLikeIris
She got a HeartLikeIris