Dive into the existential journey of a young artist grappling with the dizzying heights of fame and the relentless passage of time. Healy's lyrical canvas paints a vivid picture of late-night introspection, where minutes morph into millions and life seems just out of reach. The song is an exploration of identity, with the protagonist wrestling between his old self and his new persona shaped by success. There's a poignant yearning for eternity, yet a fear of losing himself in this infinite expanse. The refrain "I'd rather die, twenty-five," underscores this dichotomy - an urge to freeze time at the peak of youth and vigor. A melancholic ode to growing up too fast, it highlights how changing perspectives can make one feel like a stranger to oneself. With its raw emotion and relatable narrative, it strikes a chord with anyone who has ever feared change or yearned for permanence in an impermanent world.
