Hayley Orrantia - If I Don't Lyrics

Thought it was a fairytale
Turned into a nightmare
And I don't wanna turn on the lights
There's a beautiful monster
He's layin' here in my bed
And I'm lyin' here believin' his lies

I could face myself
Even save myself
Admit that I knew all along

But it's easier if I don't
No it's easier so I won't
I could go down that hole
Down that long-broken road
And find what I already know
But it's easier if I don't

I could dig up the details
Ask a million questions
Or I could just try to forget
I could tell you that I love you
Act like I trust you
Cause I'm pretty good at pretend

I could tell you it's over
But then it'd be over
And somethings are better unsaid

Oh it's easier if I don't
No it's easier so I won't
I could go down that hole
Down that long-broken road
And find what I already know
But it's easier if I don't

It would be easier

I could face myself
Even save myself
Admit that I knew all along

But it's easier if I don't
No it's easier so I won't
I could go down that hole
Down that long-broken road
And find what I already know
But it's easier if I don't
If I don't