Happiest Kid in the World - How to Never Cry Again Lyrics

I've been dying inside but can't admit it to doctors
Living so hollow, yet regret is not a hard pill to swallow
It taught me to better
Too bad the farther I go, the more i upset em

Marcielago on the way to the lake
Far as i know, that whole day could be fake
I wonder what you really wanna say to my face
Maybe you're afraid I'mma call out your shit

Called [anon] last night, all that she did
Was judge on what i have, not the bars that i spit
Wondering if I'm tracking to college and shit
When there's still some special days we ain't acknowledge yet
Hung with [anon] last night, all that she did
Was ugly up our past, like the beautiful didn't exist
Tried to tell her why I'm unusual, how cool she was
She just thinks I'm tryin' to woo her and shit

Listen nothing matters, tried to make it
And it gathered into something between the greatest and baddest
Why's it in nature to relish definitions of what could've been better
You know I dwelled on the worser moments than happiest

But fuck you if you never heard the Happiest
Then you walk around like "I wonder what's his current sitch"
No wonder I'm strangers with most niggas from school,
They didn't play by the golden rule, it was more about me than to me
Like i was in a zoo caged, couldn't say a thing to him, too phased
But they never knew my ways, we never discussed
Putting together the trust was causing my head to bust
Who's fake? I know you'd rather talk about me than to my face

So since you've been hating
When I die at least I'll never cry again, plus you'll get your prize
All I wanted was to be friends with the world
I used to be, now we're not, but maybe then

Uh, Uh
Kick a flip off the street, might hit a cab
Fuck a cliff, that ain't me, at least I'll travel
Gunpoint's much agony, but it's old fashioned
Yup. who can relate?
Mom might pass, if homeless, life might catch me
I'll fight who, if they win it's no cap
You don't spike my tea, I simply trust that

Show me how to never cry again
Show me how to never cry again, damn

Show me how to never cry again, please
Show me how to never cry again, life