Happiest Kid in the World - Down Lyrics

Feeling what you're saying
I'm not the type to peel off when the pay in
I pause the sights to breathe all of my pain sometimes
What am i to you if not the same?
I fought a life to view her in these days
Glad i had some room inside her brain
I ask it matters if i soon enough will fade
Guess I'd rather take a boot than feel fake

All my life I've just seen mortals tryna play
Morals run amok, brighter days
And some where i barely see the sun
Life ain't black and white it's metal gun grey
Mad aware my time is up to fate
Number every time i take an L
Like i got a chick to write on every blunt i lay
I don't even roll, but i rap nigga
I don't put the mic away
If you day one, damn right your homies hyped you stayed
Damn right your homies hyped you stayed

Aye, wait
There's no one i can date without having to pretend I'm great
My self can't emulate
She was a minute maid, wasn't here long enough
We were tryna make lemonade out of the lemons gave
She saw my demonstration, there's demons in the station
She keeps away. Some shit was how I was raised
Most of it mistakes, but really no need to be afraid
We all hate pain, I play no games, but i spar with my brain
All of it's dangerous, but only to me
The only person i hate, only person i need to

I'm down to grow up
I'm down to stop feeling this way
I'm down to get over the old phases, and the old faces
But everything's the same
Yeah I see the changes, but I wish I could change
At least I know my angle
Easy to look over a rainbow
But I'm finding gold tryna hang close

Tryna hang close