GrindnShine, Ralph Hughes - Courage Lyrics

I'm afraid of any change
Afraid to switch lanes
Afraid of any growth to have to deal with all the pain
Afraid of the future
Cuz someday life will end
Afraid a cop will kill me cuz I got a darker skin
Afraid of the man that they call the President
Afraid of the fact that I might have fake friends
Afraid of jealous family members cuz I get the ends
Afraid of going broke if I ever buy a Benz
Afraid to buy a bigger house to pay a higher mortgage
Even if I love it even if we can afford it
Afraid to go to court so I just go pay the lawyer
I get anxiety when the judge establish order
Afraid of my journey losing people on the way
Afraid to see who stays once I tell people to pay
Fear a mind killer it's just what you gotta face
I promise you that you'll never be a great if you always afraid

I don't know why
I'm so afraid I
Can't seem to shake my fears
Why am I afraid
But I know that I
Gotta be a man I
Can't be afraid no more
Cuz I want more

I'm afraid of failure in my relationship
Afraid of a divorce to divide things and split
I pray the Lord forgiving me for all my wrongful sins
Afraid to get to heaven and the Lord won't let me in
Afraid to spread my gifts like I don't do Christmases
Afraid to quit my job to focus on my businesses
Afraid to seek my passion cuz that ain't where business is
Afraid to work with those who only value Benjamins
Afraid they in my pockets if I ever reach success
And being over looked even if I am the best
It's a tight race to the top like the West
Of the NBA I wanna be official as a ref
But it's hard not to stress Perseverance is a test
I'm giving it my best and I let God handle the rest
Im blessed and I made a way out so Let's get paid
Did it all without fear I'll be damned if I'm afraid yea

I don't know why
I'm so afraid I
Can't seem to shake my fears
Why am I afraid
But I know that I
Gotta be a man I
Can't be afraid no more
Cuz I want more

Why am I afraid
Don't you be afraid
I am not afraid
I gotta be brave

What am I afraid of
This is supposed to be what dreams are made of
But people I don't have the time to hang with
Always look at me and say the same same
You promised me you would never change