Grief - Ruined Lyrics

""No! More will my friends stand for My drunken belligerence Girls won't put up with my Stubborn ignorance Things used to be simple I wish I was still five Now drugs and booze keep my alive Hate it's more than a word A way of life You're on your own Nobody gives a fuck about you or me Loving couples smiling children anger me Fills me with hostility The way you live can't seem to find What it's about Arbor hospital you never should've let me out Hate it's more than a word A way of life You're on your own Nobody gives a fuck about you I'm ruined You fuckers never should've let me out I'm ruined""