grandson - Pain Shopping Lyrics

Yeah
Yeah

Depression on sale for a limited time
You can get it in person or get it online
Half of us on a prescription, yeah
We trynna feed an addiction, yeah
I just wanna fuck my hand up
Through the wall
I need help
No one there to stand up
When I call
By myself
They just tell me man up
What's the use?
So I'm driving to the store
Looking for some excuse

I'm pain shopping
Looking for the proof that I'm still alive
I wanna feel something
'Cause all that I got
All, all that I got
Is
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
I feel
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
I feel nothing
Nothing
'Cause all that I got
All, all that I got is

This shit is supply and demand
Yeah, I'm just trynna buy what I can't
Yeah, by the time that I find it's a scam
I been getting high by the gram
Goddamn (uh)
I just need a fucking way out 'cause it's colder
I'm feeling all this pressure it's a weight on my shoulder
I thought that it would all be great when I'm older
I crush this shit up in my molars, full disclosure

I'm pain shopping
Looking for the proof that I'm still alive
I wanna feel something
'Cause all that I got
All, all that I got
Is
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
I feel
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
I feel nothing
Nothing
'Cause all that I got
All, all that I got is

Never mind
My heavy mind
I'll get in line
I'll get behind
And every time
I said I'm fine
Whatever I
Meant never mind
Never mind
My heavy mind
I'll get in line
I'll get behind
And every time
I said I'm fine
Whatever I
Meant never mind

Pain shopping
Pain shopping