Grade - Tearjerk Lyrics

I fear the fear that stalks me an irritant which dwells and thrives upon the threshold that defines all meaning and I wait I fear the fear I that haunts me I fear the undefined my non-existence I fear it the abduction of my understanding I'm just a servant to the endurance of death I'm not dispensable but I cannot escape natures laws I'm not dispensable I'm afraid I need a reason to compensate I'm a captive of affliction.