Grade - Cripple Lyrics

conscious to my surroundings the curse of birth that I am strapped to unable to I gnore life's atrocities my physical presence cripples my only means of escape and I want to escape this and it always brings me back to reality I try to lose but I always will retain it release me from my awareness the feelings strong enough to kill me I become so afraid that I want to die cast upon me the strength to survive my awareness is my true love and keeps me alive