Godparticle - crowing out. Lyrics

Staring at the TV
Eight years old couldn't be more close to home
Felt like you could never make that cut
Only time you're free is when you talk too much
Dap me up
Leave me alone
I'm kicking rocks
I'll stay at home
Brush me off
Then call me bro
Next time I'm out
Leave me alone
Look at all my friends
Inside my phone
Eat this shit up
Til I'm skin and bone
Til I'm skin and bone
Crowding out
Like you always did
Fuck your scene and
Fuck your clique
I don't care about your friends
I don't wanna smoke a cig
God damn
I been looking for a reason to quit
Crowding out
Like you always did
Fuck your scene and
Fuck your clique
Say it with your chest
Is it too much to admit
Having too much fun
To go back home
For reasons I don't know
(I've been here too long)
Tell me why I feel like I got it all wrong
Tell me why I can't show my face anymore
I can't save you
(Tell me why you're never there)
I can't blame you
(Tell me why you're never scared)
I can't wait
(You been looking at your wrist)
And before we go to sleep
I should take another hit
Crowding out like you
Always did
I've been picking up all of your shit
Crowing out like you
Always did
I've been picking up your shit since we were kids
Since we were kids
Since we were kids
Well its not that bad
Did I say too much?
I can take it right back
Leave me in the dust
Tell me I'm fine
Looking in the mirror and
Rehearsing all of my lines
Yeah I feel stress
Anticipate the dialogue
Think I wanna die alone
Help me sing a sad song
Looking at me like you've never seen me before
All the bumps in the road I still chose to ignore

Staring at the TV
Eight years old couldn't be more close to home
Felt like you could never make that cut
Only time you're free is when you talk too much
Dap me up
Leave me alone
I'm kicking rocks
I'll stay at home
Brush me off
Then call me bro
Next time I'm out
Leave me alone
Look at all my friends
Inside my phone
Eat this shit up
Til I'm skin and bone
Til I'm skin and bone
Crowding out
Like you always did
Fuck your scene and
Fuck your clique
I don't care about your friends
I don't wanna smoke a cig
God damn
I been looking for a reason to quit
Crowding out
Like you always did
Fuck your scene and
Fuck your clique
Say it with your chest
Is it too much to admit
Having too much fun
To go back home
For reasons I don't know
(I've been here too long)
Tell me why I feel like I got it all wrong
Tell me why I can't show my face anymore
I can't save you
(Tell me why you're never there)
I can't blame you
(Tell me why you're never scared)
I can't wait
(You been looking at your wrist)
And before we go to sleep
I should take another hit
Crowding out like you
Always did
I've been picking up all of your shit
Crowing out like you
Always did
I've been picking up your shit since we were kids
Since we were kids
Since we were kids
Well its not that bad
Did I say too much?
I can take it right back
Leave me in the dust
Tell me I'm fine
Looking in the mirror and
Rehearsing all of my lines
Yeah I feel stress
Anticipate the dialogue
Think I wanna die alone
Help me sing a sad song
Looking at me like you've never seen me before
All the bumps in the road I still chose to ignore