Glass Crown - Poison Lyrics

I'm searching for a reason to be better
But every time I try, I fall to my knees and say
What could I do to make things so much clearer
I need to change
I need change

I'm making sense of the mess you made
Your heart was the edge and my back was the blade
I can't fucking take the blame game

I've had enough of your manipulation
Your arrogant ways will be the death of me
Feels like I'm running in circles inside my mind
There's nothing left of me inside

I am the poison you let inside your veins
Coursing through your fingers
Things will never be the same

Every second, every hour, lost inside my head
My spirit breaks, bound by chains, everything inside is dead
What's the point of living in this depression
The cracks in the mirror void my own reflection

I am rotting away in this hell you call home
Every day is exactly the same
I have lost all motivation
Everything I touch turns to stone
It's a simple decision
I need it to survive
I am not alive

I am the poison you let inside your veins
Coursing through your fingers
Things will never be the same

I'm falling asleep as I realize my life is flashing before my eyes
Can this be the end of everything

Every second, every hour, lost inside my head
My spirit breaks, bound by chains, everything inside is dead
I am not alive