Glass Crown, Alex Anglis - Lost Cause Lyrics

The walls are closing in, I can't fucking breathe
Manic depressive, the feeling won't ever leave
I lost it, I need to seek out some clarity
But I'm spiraling into false reality
Fuck

Crushing anxiety will be my demise
I'll loathe my every being 'til I tear out my eyes

My whole life I felt like a lost cause
I'll pick myself up and gather who I once was

Far away from myself
Is the person I was meant to be all along
I need to pull myself forward

I feel myself
Slipping away
Stare down the barrel
Enter the endless grey

Cut the chord
I'm a puppet on your strings
You use me and abuse me 'til there's nothing left to take
I'm fucking sick of being the one you control
Bury me in guilt until I'm finally alone

Far away, far away, from the rest of it
Is a fragment of my soul
That is keeping me from being whole
Morning never comes for the cowardly
Just like my mourning always comes when I'm inches from the death of me

I think death is kicking the chair from my feet

Try to fucking sleep in a bed that keeps me wide awake
All night, all night
The grip is getting tight
This house is getting colder and I'm slipping under the ice
Deprived, deprived
No sanity in my mind
Fuck

My whole life I felt like a lost a cause
I'll pick myself up and gather who I once was
Far away

Far away from myself
Is the person I was meant to be all along
I need to pull myself forward

I feel myself
Slipping away
Stare down the barrel
Enter the endless grey