girlhouse - loaded gun Lyrics

Rivers crossing rivers
Trying to get to all the lonely ones
Been staring in a mirror
Tired of waiting for sun that isn't comin'

Took a turn now this isn't fun
I been told this not for everyone
Drew a fate that just disappeared
We've been waiting for this for it feels like 50 years

I took another page out of a loaded gun
Looks like I've become what I was running from
In our apartment in the middle of the city
I'm screaming at the top of my lungs
It looks like I become what I was running from
What I was...

Feelings turned to blisters
Turned to callus on a broken thumb
Debated getting stitches
But I do this for adrenaline